Some people may think that this is too late for this: new year's resolutions. I know, I know, January's almost over, but hey, it is never too late to change for the better. I gave myself ample time to think of items to include on my list: things to keep, change, get, and get rid of.
Things to Keep
1. My dedication to a healthy lifestyle
This current body physique I have right now, although not perfect, is a big improvement from how I was two years ago. It was the end product of discipline and motivation, two things which are hard to develop in one's self. Saying NO to the ubiquitous temptations around me is hard but trust me, it is easier to continue a healthy lifestyle than to start from the beginning all over again.
2. Growing Up
I don't proclaim to be a good person, but I do think I've done a pretty good job on the character area. The past year didn't witness any deliberate act to damage people's reputation or feelings from me. Or even if it did, those were moments where I have no control over the situation. I hate it when that happens, but I hate myself more because those unfavorable circumstances showed my selfish side. However, I think the ability to recognize your own fault is a sign of maturity. I learn, I move on.
3. Friends and Family
As days pass by, they accumulate into years, and the next time you know, these years are not just mere cycles of day and night, but a tool that can burn bridges. Time permits a person to change, and changes bring opportunities or otherwise. Either way, being away from people who matter to you is inevitable. However, I realized that being away didn't really affect my profound love for my family and friends. I do experience an extreme longing for some bonding moments, which can't be fulfilled while I'm deployed, but I won' let that severe the ties I built with people from past.
4. Love of Knowledge
In the process of learning, I found out that the more I learn about other things, the more I know about myself. Education doesn't just lead you to answers, it invites you to come up with more questions. My quest for knowledge has led me to great opportunities and self-improvement, so I'm not stopping because there's more to come... =)
Things to Change
1. Turn to Semi-Perfectionist
I always do my best in everything I do, and expect the results as how I've envisioned them in my mind. It doesn't always turn out that way and I feel like a failure when it happens. I get depressed, and too worried that my future endeavors could also have horrific endings. Well, I am starting to realize that results are not just entirely dependent on my performance or how much I put into it. Although it is a big factor, it doesn't control the whole system of events. So, I'm going to do my best, sit back, and ready to learn and move on. (again!)
2. Read More
I am starting a "One Book A Month" program. When I was younger, whenever I was in a library or bookstore, I will drool over these good reads that I couldn't afford to buy. Now that I have to money to get them, I couldn't find the time to start flipping through the pages. At times I do have the time, I get lazy to read. So, this year, I think I'll get myself an ereader, and read at least one title a month.
3. Spending Habits
Will soon stop buying clothing and electronics or buy less... soon because I know I need new Jeans to replace the now loose ones. Will also start saving up for my future house and lots in the Philippines and in Texas, too! =)
Things to Get
1. Realty
Aside from my own house and lot, I will get myself into realty business. The actual buying of properties won't start until after 3-4 years. For now, the entire year will be devoted on research and studying to avoid the pitfalls of bad investments. For me, business is not about getting a lot of money for myself. I see it as a challenge, like the same challenge I gave to myself when I tried to draw, make web pages, or learn medical stuff. I want to see if I can do it. =)
2. Relationship
The countless heartaches from the past turned me into a different person. From a person who easily falls and go head over heels, hopelessly in love, I became a practical lover. I don't see magic anymore in people's actions, just intentions. Everyday, I pray for somebody who can bring back that grand feeling. However, the men I met so far made me think that the chance of getting a good guy is really, realy slim. *sigh* oh well, there's always women... =) hahaha
3. Network
Make more friends and affiliates. Helps me cure this useless shyness.
Things to get rid of
1. Selfishness
I am bad at this. I don't want to elaborate more because I don't want the horrible feeling to linger, but I do admit doing things for my own benefit. At the expense of others. They're just little things but I'm afraid that if I don't get rid of my selfishness, it might become a habit or a bad excuse.
2. Clutters
Throw away things that I continue to hold on to for no valid reason. Like ill feelings towards certain people, give away stuff in my drawers that are of little use to me, but are important to others. Yes, I am decluttering my life.
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