a treasure for 120php only...

hehe! I just found a really good read at Booksale (taft branch) last thursday for the price of hmm.. one de luxe cinema ticket and one cheeseburger yum (w/ drinks and frenchies) at jollibee.. I do not regret buying it coz I just found out on the net that it's somehow a well-known book. "Conversations with Nostradamus" by Dolores Cannon (Volume 2. There are 3 volumes.. *sigh*). I'm still skeptical about the technique of using "channels" that can actually link past and present that the author performed (?) in this book. Though doubtful, I'm still enthusiastic and all in reading it coz it contains a lot of historical facts and creepy (scary!) prophecies.

Sorry guys, can't offer a free download of it, I already searched through the internet for a pdf copy but... no available resources.. I could give you tiny bits of info though if you want.. :)

I want to use this little space on the net to thank God for being so generous to me... and to other people as well. He's willing to give everything to you.. when you actually need it.

UGH! It was fake!

Sorry to all the people who were expecting a free download of the original harry potter 6 on my site. I have read in an article that Harry Potter 6 was set to be released on JULY 16, 2005!!! I was faked! ha! I'm such a gullible person! I'm so sorry!! Anyway, I can still offer you harry potter 1-5. I'll even e-mail it right to your inbox! email me: gothicxxx@gmail.com

again, sorry.

want a gmail account? 100mb disk space and user-friendly interface. Minimal ads (unlike Yahoo!) Interested? email me: gothicxxx@gmail.com

me without TV

RANTS!

we don't have a TV right now so I'm being left out of what's new and what's in. *sigh*

I used to be the pioneer when it comes to American Idol (facts, figures, and free downloads), now, I don't even know who the hell is Constantine! (a favorite I heard)

News and current events... ha! Don't ask.

My fave ETC!! Jay Leno show, and a lot of good shows.. I'm missing them!

Good thing we still have a PC and internet connection with unlimited surf, I get to read pieces of what's happening now.

thoughts to share...

... of studies

1) I can't keep up with people's rising expectations of me. It's as if already a sin if I've done an unscholarly act like messing up with recitations or being not punctual enough. I'm tired. I need to take a rest from an unhealthy competition that I'm afraid will turn me into a person full of insecurities. Just wait til I've fully restored my energy... you'll see a new me.

2) Fojas is correct. I need to re-establish myself by not resorting in producing mediocre work just to avoid hardships. He made me realize that its only through hardship one can be able to attain real success.

3) I'm a very disorganized person. Just look at my room, one simple manifestation of how disorganized I am right now. I think that's the very reason why I'm finding my studies too hard to understand - I'm reading a lot but not taking note of important things I must remember. I don't have an outline of what I should do and what's my target date to finish it. I have so many ideas but I don't know how to materialize it... why? Because I don't have a plan. I know now what to change in me.

... of fraternities

What if a person came up to you and said, "Would you like to join in our frat (our brotherhood, or whatever they call it)? Yes or No? I've never joined in a frat before and I don't have any plans of joining now, but I would like to make a comment on this matter.

Some of you, who maybe members already of some orgs. or just mere pro-fraternities, may disagree on my statements and may even say, "Why are you talking about things you knew nothing about?". Here's my reply: This is my opinion and this is my site, anyone's opinion counts. Should you feel the urge to counter-attack my writings regarding this topic, send me a copy and I would gladly Publish here it on my own site for as long as it helps clarify things out and your words are considerate enough to count.

I always thought that fraternities are for losers who were just trying to make it big by showing off to the public that they belong in a certain group capable of initiating influence and fear to other people. That was my first impression of the word "fraternity". Today, college life had brought me so much information that how I see fraternities now had changed.

to be continued...

for gemzon...

I woke up at 4:30 am,
got up and get out to buy my breakfast,
ate fast coz I know I still need to edit and print my report,
looked for alternative ways to print the edited documents coz our ink has been running low,
there were no paper left, I've already used them all.

So what if I still mess up in my reporting (like I did before)?

Probably, I'll be taking up this subject again which is very easy for me to pass but I'd probably flunk anyway.

Wish me luck

From 10pm - 7am

10 PM - 7 AM
I've sat in front of the laptop and surfed the net.

Damn projects! Seems so endless!
Damn blogging! It's so addictive!
Damn my crush! So insensitive!
Damn life! So Complicated!
Damn me! I can't stop whining!

I'm gonna take my midterm exam on Public ad on Monday, 1:30pm.. hopefully, I'll be able to pass it. R.A 9048 interview will be on Tuesday, 1-3pm, so I will be absent on that day. NSTP practical test later at 10:30am (coz by the time I'm typing this, it's already 4:30 am).

I'm so tired.. and stressed out.

I'm also sick by the way.

NEWSFLASH!

There's this news about a school teacher named Pamela Turner who raped her 13-yr old male student.

If this is the teacher (Click to view photo) who will actually be raping me, (that is, if I were a man.. lolz), papasok ako araw-araw! Kahit round the clock nasa school!! hehehe. kahit walang baon! haha!

Why Monday and Thursday Suck...

7:30 A.M

You've just deprived yourself enough sleep, you haven't taken a decent breakfast and you're going to school only to sit down and be called to recite about things you know nothing about.

I read the freakin' book on that subject, FYI.. (surprise,surprise!!) it's just that... we're seem not to be following any plan at all.. it feels like I'm lost, like there's no sense of direction in what we're doing in that class. The topic seems not to move on.. I know that my prof on that subject is good but, forgive me if your opinion is otherwise, I think she doesn't have mastery on the subject. Oh well.. maybe it's just me because the geniuses in our class seems to be getting it.

10:30 A.M

Ugh! here's another... I don't know how Am I going to learn in this class. EVERY MEETING, to get a grade of as high as 99, you just have to raise your hands high and get your photocopies and read the biography of different famous people. <--period. that's it. I don't want to do it. I think it's better for me to fail in this subject rather than read photocopies and get an easy grade. I've tried to go with the flow but it's just not me... I feel like this kind of learning is degrading on my part. I believe that the purpose of this subject is for us to know the political belief of one philosopher and try to compare it to the beliefs of other philosophers and analyze how are they going to be useful in the modern political set-up..

...maybe I'm wrong again.

And another thing, I can't believe why those people still ask questions when the answers to their inquiry is something within reach of their intellectuality...

grades, anyone?

100 tokens for jane!

"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."

Friday, Feb 4

Thanks to Joy, Jane, and new found friends named krizzy and arnie, I don't feel so unlucky at all... well, that is, if you think that not having an exam because of an unpaid tuition fee is unlucky.

But the real lucky one is Jane! In her last game at the "indiana jones" game (sort of a pachinko/bingo game played at ever), she managed to fill in all numbers and she won a hundred tokens! That's like having a week of free games!

So on Tuesday after class, you'll know where to spot me.. :)

Another Scandal...

..this time, FEU's! I've already seen one clip (and it's not the interesting part!!! damn! lolz...) and uhmm... ok, the korean girl (who, according to rumors, is an IABF student) is hot.. pero sana hinubad nya muna ung uniform nya.. hindi para sa pangalan ng school namin noh! kundi para magkaalaman na ng vital stats! wahaha!!!

Naka-DSL na kami!! (dati kc hinde.. lolz)

Weeee!!! wan to sawa sa kaka-surf!! (I'm dead! Kulang na naman lagi sa tulog!)