thoughts to share...

... of studies

1) I can't keep up with people's rising expectations of me. It's as if already a sin if I've done an unscholarly act like messing up with recitations or being not punctual enough. I'm tired. I need to take a rest from an unhealthy competition that I'm afraid will turn me into a person full of insecurities. Just wait til I've fully restored my energy... you'll see a new me.

2) Fojas is correct. I need to re-establish myself by not resorting in producing mediocre work just to avoid hardships. He made me realize that its only through hardship one can be able to attain real success.

3) I'm a very disorganized person. Just look at my room, one simple manifestation of how disorganized I am right now. I think that's the very reason why I'm finding my studies too hard to understand - I'm reading a lot but not taking note of important things I must remember. I don't have an outline of what I should do and what's my target date to finish it. I have so many ideas but I don't know how to materialize it... why? Because I don't have a plan. I know now what to change in me.

... of fraternities

What if a person came up to you and said, "Would you like to join in our frat (our brotherhood, or whatever they call it)? Yes or No? I've never joined in a frat before and I don't have any plans of joining now, but I would like to make a comment on this matter.

Some of you, who maybe members already of some orgs. or just mere pro-fraternities, may disagree on my statements and may even say, "Why are you talking about things you knew nothing about?". Here's my reply: This is my opinion and this is my site, anyone's opinion counts. Should you feel the urge to counter-attack my writings regarding this topic, send me a copy and I would gladly Publish here it on my own site for as long as it helps clarify things out and your words are considerate enough to count.

I always thought that fraternities are for losers who were just trying to make it big by showing off to the public that they belong in a certain group capable of initiating influence and fear to other people. That was my first impression of the word "fraternity". Today, college life had brought me so much information that how I see fraternities now had changed.

to be continued...