from myx to jinx

Azzar!!! I was just late for 45 minutes, iniwan na nila ako!!! e ung isa nga sa kanila (ikaw yun doms!) nagpaantay dati nang hanggang 2 hours tapos 45 minutes lang di nila ako napagbigyan?! traffic lang naman talaga!! yan tuloy! wala na akong pera! nasayang pa oras ko! d naman talaga ako mahilig manood ng mga concerts eh! kahit free pa! gusto ko lang silang makasama this night! tapos wala akong dadatnan kahit ni isang aninong itim.. kahit bakas ng bulak na may eskinol, wala!! yan tuloy! pumasok ako mag-isa dun sa orig 'to myx mo free concert na un! ang saket ng paa ko! ang gulo gulo pa ng mga tao! may nakita pa kaming lalaking bangag na nag-aano... (a guy who, while standing in the crowd, indulges in self-pleasure) talaga! dun nya ginawa! bangag nga kasi! ang kulet nga ng mata nya eh.. halatang-halata! tapos puro tulakan pa! ung mga tao, magkakamuka na! parang ngaun lang lumabas ng bahay kung magwala! may mga tga-feu pa na naka-uniform na umaga pa yata ang pasok nila kasi mejo... ayun na! iba na ung simoy ng hangin! halos d ako makahinga! kahit na sabihin pang nasa harapan ako at kitang-kita ko ang mga performers at ang mga MYX VJ's! meron pakong nakatabing mataba, mas mataba pa sakin! okei lang naman na makatabi ko xa, the gross part is, kapag tumatalon xa, i can feel the flabs in her belly na dumidikit sa kin, ung mapawis-pawis na ewan... grabe! I'm so grossed out! ang arte ko no? ok lang na sabihin mo yun, kahit nga ako naartehan sa sarili ko eh.

I saw Karel, Heart and Iya... malapit lang kasi ako sa harap. Si Heart ung pinaka-nakita ko kasi, basta, lumapit xa sa crowd. Bakit ganun? d ako nagandahan sa kanilang lahat?! tingin ko nga iisang tao lang sila eh (di ako naka-drugs noh!!) kasi magkakamuka na rin sila. Pano ba naman kasi, they have the same skin color, same hair style (pati yata length of hair), same shape ng mukha, same height... ah basta! Oo, maganda sila, pero u don't have to go out and look hard for them or hunt them down just to satisfy ur cravings for the kind of beauty they possess, just because madaling makakita nang ganung mga itsura sa paligid.

But if I were to choose among the 3 of them, I'll pick Karel. : )

That Geoff Eingenmann, he was introduced that night as the new VJ of MYX. Yeah, he got the looks, the charm and the taas ng kilay pero sad to say, he doesn't have the talent. He talked like a robot all night! His voice tells me that what he says is something he just read on a piece of paper... in short, pinapahalata nyang scripted ung sinasabi nya. But nevertheless, there's always room for improvement.

I still have a crush on pebbles!! hehe... ansaya. grabe, miss ko na xa. She's so cool, ndi maarte, mature mag-isip, masipag mag-aral (m not sure with this info since sa stats ko lang naman xa naging classmate), patawa... eon.. I really like people who have a different kind of sense of humor... ang hirap kaya makakita ng ganyan!!!

hala! dati, dalawa lang ang classification ko ng crush,

a) crush na nagagandahan
b) crush na may nararamdaman

may bago na! eto ===> c) crush na na-aastigan...

If I'm straight, I'd be like her... e kaso nga hindi eh.

strike!

awright! no classes for today! metro driver's associations (?) exercised their freedom of expression... but unfortunately, the effect to most people is not good, they find it a burden. Students left stranded, workers unable to go to their workplaces and gimikera/gimikero's gimiks postponed...

I can say that I've benefited from this strike coz I've already slept at around 3am already becoz there had been a birthday celebration at our crib -ate ivay's advanced b-day party! hehe.. :) and another thing, my presentation for the comparative gov. took all all my time (and it still will in the coming days) and I still need to read lots (really lots) of saved webpages.. I never thought Britain's history is sooooo long..

Ahhh!! I have so many things to do... see yah!

doing a research? try these links:

highbeam.com
wikipedia.org
encyclopedia.com

u luv art? ==> deviantart.com

pressured...

I've got so many things to do! I need to work on a power point presentation for my comparative gov't subject; and also read malaysia's consti!! and hell!! there's still public admin!

I'm tired...

(...to be continued)

goodbye... have a nice trip

My mom's going back to riyadh tomorrow, and I don't know why... but I'm really upset. Yes, I love it when she's not here - doing laundry ONLY whenever i feel like doing it, spending time outside our house with friends, no house chores... all i have to worry about is how i'm gonna waste my time... i'm free. But I realized, I still love it better when she's here. Even if she’s be too tough on me most of the time. I have to admit she's the one who taught me how to be independent. Though I may despise her sometimes in front of my friends, in my heart, I know I never meant to say any of those words. Those are just careless expressions of a rebel child without a cause (maybe there is, I just can't find it)

I had a dream last night... girls. Jade was one of them and the other, I don't know who she is. Well, the no-namer was the first to occupy my dreamland, and later, Jade. I think they occur not at the same time and not in the same story. I loved my dream about the unknown girl...*winks* ;)

Last Thursday, I was called by my prof for a recitation... I didn't manage to answer well. When, at last, I was asked to sit down, I said to myself, "I’m going to enjoy this subject..." :)

I hate that damn phone! Makes me wanna throw it away at a place she won't be able to find it! Ok bitterness, you won again.

don't love me out of pity
for it is not love for me,
but a kind of betrayal and deceit
a poison that can kill.
don't catch my fall
don't love me at all
leave me with just tears in my eyes...
not a bleeding heart and pride

karel in WMV

bobbie would be so happy to see this stuff... ikaw din. :)

the file is in wmv, just 300+kb, and this is the vidclip of karel scandal...

just right click and save target as...




if there's any problem encountered, let me know.

bobbie's request....

to bobbie: yung Over and over again by nelly feat. tim mcgraw, na-send ko na sa e-mail mo, yung biejean20nine@yahoo.com, paki-check n lang.

I can't host some of the mp3's in ripway.com coz the allowable file size is up to 3mb only.

Mobilehive.com is a philippine-based web host that offers webhosting for as low as 40/month, but i read that i still have to pay the php590 for the domain registration. I'm just 18 and living in the world of poverty, i can't carry that kind of financial burden.


free download

if you like this, feel free to download it!... i'm gonna kep this for up to december only (coz this is illegal! haha!) so grab it now!

Eminem's Latest - [ Just Lose It ] dirty Version!

(Right-Click and Save Target As...)

end of ramadan! no classes! :) thanks Allah!

karel screenshot

I've found a great site where you can download nice LATEST MP3's!!! I download songs from this site whenever I'm in the E-Lib of the school coz mabilis ang connection... hehehe.. now, that's a great way of really using my free 20 internet hours sa FEU! I think it's just and fair naman kasi ang laki ng binabayaran namin noh!?! I pity those people who don't want to undergo e-lib orientation so they can make use of their internet hours too. Sayang talaga.

Ok, Gino, my classmate said he found my site when he browsed google for a copy of karel scandal. No, I don't offer anything like that here in my site, but since so many people are looking for it and can't find the vidclip, I'm being generous enough to offer a screenshot from the vidclip. Here it is.

Click here to Download the PIC!

So far, I've managed to download these songs already:

Mosh - Eminem
Over and Over again - Nelly feat. Tim McGraw

I'm offering them for free. Just ask.

hehe.

Download link...

PS0322 Students Only!

Full Metal Jacket Script (48 Pages Only)

nov. 5

This sem, I need to handle a bunch of smart-asses in our section. Old and new.

I missed two of my subjects today, literature and humanities. I slept at 4:30am already!! Do you want me to die by forcing myself to get up at around 5am and go to school at 6am?!?!

I observed that almost all of our professors this sem are techie and internet savvy.. hmm.. real advantage for me. hehe.

Sir Fojas still haven't changed.. still cool and kicking ass!! I wish to be just like him when I'm already at his age. Will I still be that cool? singing clearly eminem's songs and nirvana hits? can i talk philosophically with humor? With the kind of class I'm currently with,... I don't think so. God, help me in getting good and decent grades without being a totally boring person... I'm still young y'know.

at school

first day of 2nd sem report:

lit 2 prof: dead (as of nov.2 )
humanities prof: deaad (as of nov. 2)

i don't know about the next two subjects professors. I've just wasted my time. I hate wasting my precious time.

The other friendster account I'm managing right now is booming with members. I thought I'd only have 10 to 25 members, but I managed to gather up an unexpected number of 50 members... I'm still counting.. :) (anyway, if ur interested in joining my circle of friends at gothics inc., please feel free to add us up!: gothic_rockerz@yahoo.com

I'll be creating a site for goth rockerz where I'll put up a forum and goth gallery exclusively for goth fans.

Goths on the Lose:

http://www.freewebs.com/deadwitch104

http://www.lolitaravenite.tk

rock on!


haloween!!

Happy Haloween!

I'm kinda busy today, coz I'm trying to change lay-outs of two sites (my site and four-a's). I've finally had the chance to watche that Karel scandal video clip.. hmm.. the girl is either the real Karel or it's just some pathetic karel look-alike. I don't care. I liked Karel bcoz she's beautiful and talented when it comes to hosting or vj-ing (is there such word?!) MYX, and not bcoz she's the goody2shoes type of girl. Nothing changed on how I see her.

Why the heck Am I talking about Karel Marquez here?!?! It's haloween! (so?) And I must go to my grandparent's cemeteries tomorrow!

Start of classes for 2nd sem on Nov. 2... time to wake up my sleeping thinking cap again... (but it's still sleepy!!!!)

I need to fix my passport problems. My middle name is TANGLIB!!!! not TANGIB!!!!!
I must pay a lofty sum of 1,000.00 just to put a single letter L to my middle name on my birth certificate! what a ridiculous way to spend some money...

bye for now.