so many things to do...

got so many things to do.. and I don't have enough time to do them. I envy those people who have enough courage to let time drift away so easily...

time is really treasure... and so is computer and internet connection... lolz.

again, bert, kim and me went to wow phil... well, again, we've talked about a lot of things. some people says that I'm wasting time when I do this kind of stuff... truth is, they just don't understand.

What is spending time wisely for them? Earning money? Studying? well.. not for me.

I think I spend time wisely if I got to do things that I love the most and if I learn from what I'm doing. It's all about being productive.

I think I'm sick. I don't feel well. I have sore throath and I feel cold.

Oh well...

the party

thanks to my 4A family, the 4A christmas party was a success.

I thought there'll only be 15 heads who will be attending the said party, but no, a lot showed up and some even paid the party fee on the exact day (there are gate crashers though, did not pay a single cent but it's awryt, lolz).

There had been only 2 games - one was as crazy as hell; bert, bobbie, kim and tj went wild dancing in the tune of totoy bibbo (hey! I'm telling everybody!). another game was won by paz and kim (please tell Paz's mom that she drank a lot of beer in this game.. lolz.)

I love everything that happened, but my favorite part of it all was the overnight with the guys (I'm the only girl left!) we've talked about a lot of things - things naughty and nice... lolz. : )

Oh wait... there's one thing that pissed me off that night.. oh anywei, they're names are not worth mentioning anymore.. (why should I even care?)

one day to go...

I thought it would be serious.. thank God we didn't let one petty misunderstanding ruined our friendship. But seriously, I was kind of hurt when he acted that way towards me.. result was, my respect for him decreased. Hey there! If you've got something to say, tell it straight to the intended recipient... don't blabber things around and let other people hear what you've gotta say coz they don't have to know. If we're really friends, you'll do that and I've got no choice but to consider your point of view.

We're partly done in buying needed materials for our xmas party... but sadly though, the planned test tubes as drinking cups will never happen coz test tube's price is really higher than what we've expected (21php each) .. so, we satisfied ouselves with cute little blue glass shots that we've bought for only 9php each..

I'm really nervous about the 4A christmas party.. as one of the main organizers, I can't stop worrying about what will eventually happen. I just knew that somehow, all will be going well because I have my 4A family to back me up. Kudos to the other organizers!!! We'll rock Leo's house down! hehehe...

talks at intramuros

Me, my cousin tanya, Leo and bert went to RObinson's Place Ermita to accompany Kim in his quest to find the perfect (but cheap) gift for Julianna. After having to walk for long hours in the jungle-like department stores, we had a fine dinner at Kenny Rogers (magaan sa bulsa... hehe, gumaan ang bulsa namin)

Afterwards, we've decided to waste time in Intramuros. We've talked about some silly things there - about religion, our classmates (no! we didn't backtab anyone FYI!), and never ending tales and talks about love.. oh yeah, we've talked about ghosts and supernatural beings too (does that include you? :) lolz).

I've learned a lot of things that night... we came home at already 1am...

By the way, my cousin Tanya is just 11. Pinagalitan ako ni kuya... hehe.

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yeah right...

Finally!! No errors anymore... thank God.. :)



jealous shades of green

it was seething-green,
they called it, and she
wore it well...
it complimented her
yellow streak that
was out of style,
as was her tone of
voice that rang
like disheveled
windchimes in
a cardboard box..

her encapsulated
ego spewed
spectrum tints
of bile belches...

her written word
shouted of chartreuse
bitterness that
spilled from her
pen, while she sipped
creme de menthe..

envious eyes, glowing
godzilla-green,
accented with
red flush of
embarassment..

her aura shouting
an envious shade
of jealousy, as
her serpent-green
tongue cut her
dignity to shreds...!

new files for free...

I've added a couple of interesting vidclips in the download area:

1. Anne Curtis kissing richard g. (kiss lang?! duh.. boring.)
2. The horrifying (really!) beheading of Nick Berg (I felt sick and disgusted after watching it)

I had my practical test in NSTP today! I thought I'd never make it... but I made it!(through the rain?) I'm now good at doing CPR/RB! haha! (though I lost my counting often times... hehe..)

Gawd! I don't have enough time to do my projects and more school-related activities... I'm sooo lazy! Actually, I'm not. I think the problem with me is that I'm doing things which are less important but things that I love doing. But.. yeah, I do have responsibilities so I guess I need to attend to them...

My sympathy and all to the victims of the recent typhoons. Be strong.
My heartfelt thanks to those who contributed/donated/volunteered to help the unfortunate victims of Winnie and Yoyong. You all rock!! "Only selfless love can bring a hundredfold."

YOYONG, I hate you!

I hate yoyong, he had done enough damage here in the Philippines to make me hate him! Because of him:

1. I have to cage myself inside our house for 2 consecutive days
2. I didn't manage to see the sun
3. There's so many people I missed
4. He limited my activities to only indoors
5. Many people had been adversely affected...

I also heard enough sad stories to make me hate him... but I realized something, it's part of life - sufferings and losses... we need it, so we'll learn to cope up and be ready with the graver and more morbid things to come...

Be Honest!

I want an honest answer for this question (coz right now, I'm really bothered by my conscience for offering the public these controversial videos...)

Should I or Should I not feel bothered at all?

Let me decide on that matter for some time. For now, used up my bandwidth you pervs!! haha!

heart on fire!

wow...



nope, this is not part of the heart evangelista sex scandal, only something that I've got from the internet... the sex scandal? tsk, tsk... you don't wanna know. (it's really, really disgusting)... i'm not disgusted with heart e., if that's really her, but I'm disgusted with the fact that we, people she doesn't even know, enjoy peeking at somebody's private life. We love to be on top of everybody else's businesses, which is not good. But hey, that's one price she has to pay for the fame and glamour, for being part of the so-called "entertainment" business.. well, I hope we have all been entertained folks.

Although I already had the chance to watch the controversial vid, I'm still not sure if it was really heart e. coz the head of heart doesn't move much, and uhmm,.. I know I'm not a video expert but I do think the vid was made up. I might be wrong though. But you'll be the judge of that when you see the vid. When will I going to offer it on this site? well... just visit often so you'll find out.

Last tuesday, I got home at around 9pm already coz I've spent some time having fun with doms, lyka and jo at the freedom park! It was really fun coz we're very child-like and carefree that day. Napikon nga yata c doms coz lagi xang talo and laging taya sa mga games namin. haha! No doms! di ka namin pinipikon, it's just that ang cute mo pag naaasar ka na... hehehe.