the ps0231 experience

I miss my chums in PS0232. I miss na rin my 4A friends.

I'm kinda liking sum1 AGAIN right now.. hehe. A GUY. corny. haha! kaya lang, I think he's a BOLERO. haayy nako, I should know, I'm a BOLERA myself... haha!

PS0231 - I wanted to describe them as a whole, but doing such will only show unfairness on my part. I've only spent 3 days with them, and although I did not have one enjoyable moment with them, I did not have a miserable one either, so I think I'll just have to wait before I post an entry about them containing what are they really like.

Well, one thing is for sure, I don't like SOME of the boys there. I don't like noisy BOYS, never did like. To think that they are already 18 or 19, they should already be acting like MEN. I don't care how big your brains are, I don't care if you know every single word in the dictionary, you are still nothing to me if you don't know how to respect people.

The THING that happened at a friend's house last SUNDAY made me realized quite a lot of things. I'm keeping those realizations to myself..

First Day Funk?!

More MP3 Downloads.

HAIL HALE for 14 DAYS. some HALE album tracks.

KAHIT PA

RUNAWAY

WISHING

I've hosted these files on SENDMEFILE.com and these will be hosted for just 14 DAYS so please download them ASAP. Please get rid of your download accelerators first, sendmefile.com won't allow you to use that! =D

[ First Day Report ]

OK. eto ang nagyari ngayon. pumasok ako, magugulat ka, HINDI AKO LATE! wahaha! syempre naman, 1:30PM na yun, sobra naman kung male-late pa ko. so ayun, pumasok sa isang room na dadalawa lang ang kakilala samantalang lahat sila, magkakakilala na... imagine the horror I've been through. meron pang nagtanong kung transferee daw ba ko, VAN yata pangalan nun. syempre, pinagmalaki ko na I CAME FROM THE OTHER SECTION.

[ first impression ]

it's really hard to tell the difference between p1 and p2. una, unang araw ko pa lang sa p1 so it will be unfair to both parties kung ikukumpara ko kagad. eto lang ang masasabi ko, sana hindi nila masamain - MAS MAINGAY ANG P1.. grabe. I don't know if it's something negative or positive.. saka na lang ang further details.

[ one prof, two subjects & 1 parl prac dude ]

MRS. REYES is p1's prof for two major subjects - political theories and international relations [although she's KINDA old having the age of 75 YRS OLD, i think she can still handle us well.. sana lang, walang PRO-ERAP sa p1, kasi SHE's AN ANTI. hehe, you should've listened to her stories, she just made ERAP looked more obnoxious to me.. haha! ]

MR. MANLAPAZ is our Parliamentary Practice prof, a LAWYER. Nag botohan kami sa klase nya kanina.. at syempre, nag-usap lang kami ni ELCID, ung classmate ko sa humanities dati.. buti n lang nandun sya, nakabawas ng stress. hehe. uy, GWAPO un si ELCID.. nakikita ko nga sa gilid ng mga mata ko the staring made by the p1 girls on her.. oi ELCID, gusto ko ng ponkan. =D

jenee's request...

ang weird. nauubos ung bandwidth ko na 10MB sa RIPWAY na hindi ko man lang alam kung sino na ang mga nagdownload.. kasi walang nag-THANK YOU.. oo, kahit isa! haayy.. buti n lang bait ako.

[ lagot ako ]

nakalimutan kong tawagan si Joy nang friday night para itanong kung tuloy ba ung lakad namin ngaung saturday... 3am nako dumating dito sa bahay at 5am nako natulog, kaya 12nn na rin ako gumising. tiningnan ko ung mga numbers na nakarecord sa phone namin n equipped w/ caller I.D (naks!).. nagulat ako kasi tumawag pala si Joy nang Friday night sa bahay, kaso na kina Leo naman ako.. tsk,tsk.. patay. di lang yon, tumawag din siya as early as 7:30am, 8:30am and 9:30 am ngaun.. kaso nga tulog naman ako!! waaaahhh!! JOY AND JANE!! Sorry po!! We're supposed to watch a movie kasi ngayon! Pero siguro, sinadya ng tadhana kasi wala din naman akong pera eh.. kung nakatawag man ako, yun ay para sabihin lang na next time na lang kami manood ng sine kasi nasa gitna ako ngaun ng isang krisis na pang-pinansyal. hehe.. sori po tlaga!! Bawi na lang ako.. miss you both! =D

[ my "renovated" room ]

yey! natapos ko nang ayusing muli ang aking mahal na kwarto! wehehe..

[ PASUKAN NAHHH!!! ]

I'm ready, so.... BRING IT ON!!! =D

uhmm.. sleepy..

I'm tired.. wow.. feels like my head is spinning.. uh, effect of Red Horse? or the walking I did from Guadalupe to my house just to save 20php for the tricyle fare? aaahhh!! My head is really aching and I feel like throwing up! My typing is kinda slow now..

Oh ok, I just managed to retrieve photos from the 4A yahoogroups uploaded by Rio from her digicam.. it's already 4am.. got home at 3AM already. ahh.. post ko n lang ang isa sa mga magagandang pix namin:



bukas n lang ang iba pang kwento.. antok na talaga ko.. buhbye!! =D

a date with joy and jane...

New MP3s:

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey [filesize: 1.92 MB]
Good Foot - Justin Timberlake feat. Timbaland [filesize: 2.26 MB]
Especially for You - MYMP [filesize: 2.13 MB]
Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson [filesize: 1.90 MB]
Signs - Snoop Dogg feat. Justin Tmberlake [filesize: 2.44 MB]

I just wanna share some of my music files to my visitors, well there's only a few and my hosting account got bandwidth limit so download now and try your luck. Look for 'em at the sidebar.. they're just lurking there somewhere.. =D

[a date with Joy and Jane]

I phoned Joy last night at sobrang kinulit nya ko na pumunta sa school so we can have lunch together with her new friends whom I have never met before na gusto nya namang ipakilala.

So kanina, pinilit kong bumangon nang mga 9:30 AM kasi gusto nya 12nn, andun na ko. dahil alam kong hindi ako pwedeng ma-late this time kasi sandali lang ang break nya, 10:30 AM pa lang, wala nako sa bahay. Salamat at nakrating naman ako before mag-12.. 11:45 AM lang nun kaya I've decided to munch something inside 7 Eleven just to kill 15 minutes of my time. Dumating sila ni Jane sa Jollibee mga 12:15.. not bad. We ate lunch together na feeling namin ay nahold-up kami kasi ang mahal ng food tapos hindi naman masarap... well, no choice, nagmamadali na kami dahil gusto naming i-maximize ang maikli nilang breaktime.

As usual, nakakatawa na naman tong si Jane. Nagkwento about her 25 yr. old BF na sundalo. Si Joy, hindi matuloy ung kwento nya about Oscar, her current crushie, dahil laging si Jane ang dumadaldal. haha! Y'know what? I don't care how many stories they tell and how much time will it take for them to finish as long as they're with me.. sarap kasi nilang kasama. OO nga pala, kapag pinayagan si Jane, we'll be watching a movie on Saturday. Nakakainis nga lang kasi gusto kong manood ng Madagascar but Jane already saw the movie, ung House Of Wax naman, napanood na daw ni Joy, kaya yun, klangan pa naming maghanap ng movie na pareho-pareho naming di pa napapanood.

[another short story.. somethin' different, I guess...]

I've started my fourth short story last night.. I think I will make this longer than the 3 stories I've written before. Well, wish me luck on my fourth work... lots of it. =D I believe it will take me almost a month to finish it, and 1 week for the editing and further polishing... wow, I'm a writer wannabe. hahaha!

Post ko dito ung nasimulan ko pero di pa ngayon... next week cguro. =D

emote muna...

got bored yesterday so I've decided to kill some time by signing up at PINOYSTER.com.. and guess what? my boredom got worse! their site is too slow! I don't think it was our PC's fault since by the time I've signed up, no other programs are up and running and I'm not downloading anything and we're not on dial-up anymore. And personally, I won't recommend this site to my friends because I consider the site disorganized - links are scattered, you won't know what to click on to get to the page you're looking for - and yeah, you won't know anything at all if you're just like me who doesn't own enough patience. Stick with friendster... =D

I want to say something to someone, but every freaking time of every freaking day feels like not the right time to say it! Y'know what's the problem? ME! I haven't even started a thing yet I'm already figuring out how will it end. There's so many words piling up on my head, words that might become marketable to NO NAME and NO NAME will eventually buy... but my tongue will just get tied up and my mind gone blank whenever NO NAME is already there, ready to listen.

OK. Since I know for a fact that NO NAME is not visiting my site and not the person who has the time and patience to read a single entry on my blog, I will just put inside a poem all the things I wanted to say to NO NAME all along..

The letter

I wrote a letter for you today,
and I put it in a box.
I covered it with my tears,
then I closed it with a lock.

In this letter I put,
what I need to say.
Things that I hold in,
every single day.

This letter isn't very long,
actually it only contains one phrase.
A phrase that I only speak,
when I mean it in every possible way.

I love you I think,
I'm just too afraid to speak.
I'm afraid of what you'll say,
oh those thoughts make me weak.

This letter I hold it tightly,
and I hide it away from everyone.
The one person that should know of it,
the one that means so much.

I'm too scared to hand it over,
to you the one so dear.
So many chances I have,
but it's your reaction that I fear.

Today I wrote a letter for you,
and I've hidden it away in a box.
The inside is filled with my tears and feelings,
and the outside is closed with a lock.

The key I've hidden away,
in the depth of my heart.
It'll stay hidden away there,
till these fears decide to depart.

When they depart and leave,
this key I'll hand over to you.
That will undo the lock and letter,
that I've held secret this whole time from you.

But till then...
Today I wrote a letter.

nope, I'm NOT the author of this poem.. but it's strange how I managed to get to the webpage where this poem is located.. I'm a member of creative-poems.com and I've clicked on a link where you'll be directed to a random poem and look what I've found? a poem absolutely written for me? hehe.. i wish.. =D

heavy conversation...

3 A.M na.. just got home from Leo's house.. already tired and sleepy, but I guess nothing can stop a blogaholic from posting an entry she wants to read again someday..

Dan's dad dropped us off at Riza's place to offer our condolences to her and her family because the head of the Sangrador family just passed away. I'm not really sure if we're there to mourn with her or cheer her up, but I guess everybody is there to achieve the second goal so we played "Killer, Killer" while munching on some free snacks for the visitors of the dead.

When the rain nearly stopped, we've decided to leave so we bid goodbye to Riza and the rest of her family and we went back to Leo's house to drink a little amount of alcohol and talked about a lot of things.

It was fun! I just LOVE the conversation we had about our ideal partners in the 4A circle and who's the best in this and that category. We also had a deep and serious conversation, talked about some naughty things also. We just had a GREAT time together!

may 27

Last night, nakipag-lamay kami kina Riza, namatay kasi ang kanyang tatay. Konti lang kami dahi ung iba, ngayong gabi na lang daw pupunta.

Condolence to Riza and her Family. May her father rest in peace.

What's with all the hating?

I was really saddened by some reactions made by Bo's fans regarding Carrie winning the title of the new American Idol.. y'know what? You don't know Carrie so stop attacking her and saying nasty things about her. Bo lost but it's definitely not the end for him! He got the talent and the personality to rock the music scene so there's really nothing to be bitter about. I'm a Bo fan myself, but I've got to admit that Carrie really did a good job during the AI finale so congrats to her and congrats to Bo for being the runner up and good luck to both of them.

Get over it. It shud've been Anwar on the first place.

"Hatred is the coward's revenge for being intimidated."
- George Bernard Shaw

I'm Officially Enrolled!

American Idol Goes Country With Carrie!


Sabi sayo Franz eh... si Carrie ang mananalo eh..


Si Bo ang bet kasi namin ni franz.. pero.. ewan ko ba, napabago talaga ni Carrie ang isip kong balimbing.. hehe. Kasi naman! Sobrang ganda talaga nung Angels Brought me here nya! mejo nainis lang ako kasi pumiyok sya bandang huli... hmmm...

[ da promissory note ]

galing akong feu kahapon.. para magbayad ng balance ko nung nakaraang sem. at para subukan na ring magbayad ng kahit dalawang libong downpayment.. pero.. ayun, nag-promi na lang din ako tulad ni doms. sama-sama kaming kumain ng lunch.. sa huling pagkakataon? oo.. P2 na kasi silang lahat.

[ the officially enrolled ]

Enrolled nako!! YESSS!! Ganda ng sched ko! Puro panghapon! Whew! Wala nang 7:30 AM stress!! Kaya lang.... nahiwalay nako sa dati kong block section na ps0322.. naging ps0321 na ko.. kailangan ko kasing gawin yun para maayos ko ung studies ko. hindi ko n tlaga kaya ng pang-umaga, bumabagsak ako dahil insomnyak talaga ko. masaya kaya dun? friendly kaya sila? Will I do good in a class where there's a lot of new faces? hehehe.. nakakatawa naman tong nararamdaman ko.. parang first day ulet ang feeling.. =D

kinakabahan ako sa mga subjects kong "Parliamentary Practice" at "Into to Law" ah! tunog pa lang, nakakatakot na.. e pano pa kaya ung MATH 30P? grabe... math na naman.. ang aking pinakatatakutang subject, amen.

"Let's Do the First Day Funk Nah!!!"

she did it!

I thought it would be BO....


the next American Idol?


but after watching the final performances of Carrie Underwood, as well as that of Bo Bice, I would say that Carrie and her version of Angels Brought me Here impressed me sooo much that I just have to change my prediction about Bo as being the next American Idol...

Bo Bice was good last night but Carrie was at her best! Bo's performances used to bring me chills but last night ones failed to bring me the same kind of feeling.

GRADES?

HA! I already got my grades!! haha! I got one failed subject! Physical Education! and y'know what? I don't care! What I'm raving about is the grade of flat 2 I got in my Comparative Gov. subject! woohoo!! I was really expecting a 3 or a 5 in that subject because I didn't do good on that subject! Imagine, t'was a 7:30 AM class and if not absent, I'm always late in Ms. Gemzon's class!!! I didn't even manage to take up my midterm exam! I'm just sooo thankful to her!!!! Thanks Ma'am!! I promise to do good in Intro to Law if ever you'd be my professor on that subject! that's a promise!

the wreckers...

I'M WANTING THIS ALBUM! But I've just read on an internet article that the release of The Wrecker's album wil be on '06! WTF!?


YUP! the wreckers is made up Michelle Branch and Jessica Harp


Currently, the only single available for public hearing is "The Good Kind", which is included in the soundtrack of the TV series "One Tree Hill"

MABATO PALA SA LAGUNA!

Yep! yesterday, we've been to some kind of an isolated area in laguna (ang layo kasi eh!) kung saan kami nagswimming! wow! sobrang lamig nung tubig!! BRRR... parang galing ref ung tubig! y'know what? hindi sya swimming pool! some kind of batis na ang linaw ng tubig at mejo malalim... parang ang lapit ko sa nature when I was there coz andaming halaman... para talaga syang paradise! hehehe... the name of the place is BATO... hahaha! masyado talaga kasing mabato!

We arrived early there, konti pa lang ung mga tao, and when I saw the swimming area, it's not the kind of water that pasosyal and maarteng tao would dig, so I was expecting that only a few families would be arriving later. But I was wrong! Maraming tao pumunta! Ang saya nga eh.. kaya lang, maaga kaming umuwi kasi ang lamig talaga nung tubig! ako naman, inaantok na kasi hindi pako natutulog kaya maaga rin akong umahon sa tubig...

"wish you were here"

Photos will be made available soon! =D

this entry is untitled.. hehe

andami kong gusto kong ikwento pero ayoko muna... di ko pa kasi alam kung paano ko sisimulan ung mga bagay na gusto kong ikwento.. hehe. pero, ok, para hindi ko makalimutan, I'll remind myself of the things I needed to post here:

I need to submit an entry about:

* the person I like, who is bringing frustrations in my life right now... but it's alright because its the same person who has brought the greatest happiness in my life din naman.. hehe.

* korinah's bday celebration details

* our swimming! with the neighbors and cuzins!

* what we (paz, kim, leo, ako) have talked about last thursday night at leo's hauz..

* how tiring it is to "renovate" my room.. hehe..

kaya eto muna, post ko muna some photos with the 4A taken last May 17, birthday ni korinah:

2 n lang...

Baby V is out! It's Carrie VS. Bo sa Finale ng Ai4!



So, who's your bet? =D

while downloading Amerie

Amerie's "Touch" Album Review: I'm TOUCHED!


Ms. CrazySexyCool Amerie


Album Tracks:
1 1 Thing (4:01)
2 All I Need (3:09)
3 Touch (3:38)
4 Not the Only One (3:46)
5 Like It Used to Be (3:39)
6 Talkin About (4:19) [ FREE DOWNLOAD ]
7 Come With Me (3:34)
8 Rolling Down My Face (3:34)
9 Can We Go (3:29)
10 Just Like Me (3:46)
11 Falling (4:58)
12 1 thing feat Eve(4:18)
13 Why Don't We Fall in Love (Richcraft Remix) (3:36)

I recommend this album! All tracks are crazysexycool! It feels like listening to a more matured Ashanti.. With this album, you can either just sit back and chill out or groove to its sexy rhytmns... just choose. =D Well, I've picked the first option.. lolx.

I visited a lot of websites today, mostly designs/graphics sites.. I was saddened when I found sites containing this kind of message:

I'm sorry but this site has already closed.. blah blah.. because I have no time to update it.. blah blah.. thank you.

I wish I will never get to that point, where I will need to close my site. waaaahh!! I won't be able to take it! I've already spent almost half of my life putting contents, writing personal rants and raves, signing up on different services and uploading everything needed to make this site of mine running!! I love my blogspot!

Ang OA ko naman! Ako pa! Mawawalan ng oras mag-update? e ni hindi na nga ako natutulog eh.. hehe.. basta! Hanggang sa pagtanda ko, may racquelbalao-as.blogspot.com pa rin... I promise! =D <-- [Adik pala ito eh..]

green layout!! yipee!

Wow! New Layout, courtesy of JELENA! Thanks Jelena! This is just what I wanted all along! You made an awesome job making this layout! Thanks again! =D

I knew it! Friday the 13th is not THAT bad! Why? Because a lot of wonderful things happened today! Like... uhmm.. Franz called and we talked on the phone for about an hour or so.. and kuya went to the Pahiyas Festival at Quezon, that means I'd get to use the PC for the whole saturday and sunday.. haha! and what more? uhmm... yeah, this NEW LAYOUT! don't you feel envious of me right now? hahaha! just kidding!

I LOVE THIS DAY - FRIDAY the 13th.

I really LOVE this new layout! The colors are just awesome, don't you think? I wanna thank JELENA again and again and again for this layout she created for me! She is just one hell of a designer! If I already have my own PC, and had already managed to learn more HTML and more Photoshop tricks, I'll return the favor by submitting layouts in her site... that's a promise.. but for now, all I can do is to be thankful for what she had done for me...

anthony: out of AI4

Anthony Fedorov: out of AI4..



Goodbye!

Final 2: Would it be:

a) Bo Bice VS. Carrie Underwood
b) Carrie Underwood VS. Vonzell Solomon
c) Bo Bice VS. Vonzell Solomon

Take your pick! =D

ang init talaga!!

miss ko na mga tao - classmates, friends.. ay kahit pala hindi tao.. schooling, mag-commute... haaay.. sana matapos na ang bakasyon.. pero sana bago matapos ung bakasyon, may something memorable na mangyari.. ay meron na pala... ;)

May 21.. swimming namin! this time, it's with our friendly neighbors.. the Galvex family.. actually, it was really just their family's summer outing, makiki-epal lang kami.. hehe.. buti pinayagan ako ni kuya.. na maki-epal sa kanila. :)

sana magawa na yung pinagawa kong layout... I'm craving for a new site layout! wahaha! =D

Summer Rain



it rained last night... hehe.. i should know, because
my favorite pillow is kind of wet.. but how did that
happen? Before I even decided to lose myself to
dreamland, I made sure that the windows are closed
so that tomorrow's rays of sun will not hurt my tired
and still sleepy eyes.

Even though it felt like being in hell because my room
is kinda stuffy and the only weapon available to fight
the annoying summer heat is the electric fan, and I
can feel the warm substance produced by sweat
glands all over my body, I will still insist that it rained
last night!

Did it really rain last night? I opened my eyes this
morning, only to see a proof that I was wrong..

because beside me lying, a photo of YOU, bringing
me a sad realization:

It didn't rain last night.

I just cried.

image from: DEVIANT ART

fiesta. birthday. mother's day.

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to ALL MOMS! (kinda late, eh?)


my friend Jean with her baby/angel, Julianna

belated Happy FIESTA din pala sa mga taga- BRGY. TEJEROS, MAKATI.. astig mga contestants kagabi sa MS. GAY..

happy birthday ulet kay Jake.. hehe, unique ng handa nya kahapon.. hindi galing sa kanya! hehe.. may krisis daw ang Pilipinas, kaya eon, nag-RC lang kami, spag and lumpiang shanghai (courtesy of Leo's family) and uminom ng konting Red Horse with two new found friends, sina XYZA and REYLYN.. friends ni ZITA. kahit konti lang kami, (TJ, Kim, Ferwen, Jake, Leo, Ako) masaya pa rin naman.. lalo na nung part ng inuman kasi ang daldal na namin tapos si weng napag-tripan. "ang hirap daw mag-pedal kasi maliit daw ung bike nya".. haha.. pero mas masaya cguro kung mas marami.. kaya sana, maraming dumating sa birthday ni KORINAH sa May 17.

Ang saya talaga kagabi.. kumain pa kami ng Lugaw, treat ni Jake, kaso tatlo ng lang kami nun kasi umuwi na ung iba. 1am nako nakauwi sa bahay.

ewan ko ba.. pero pagdating ko, di pa rin ako inaantok.. so yun, tiningnan ko muna ung mga numbers sa phone namin.. may mga missed calls pala ako.

2am.. cguro nasa dreamland nako.. 6am.. gising nako. QUITE UNUSUAL.. 6AM?! and when i woke up, feeling ko uhaw na uhaw ako. so I drank 3 glasses of water in a row this morning... sarap ng almusal ko no? tubig?!

a real quick one...

More escapes than Houdini? not last night.




out, out, out scottie! bye!