got so many things to do.. and I don't have enough time to do them. I envy those people who have enough courage to let time drift away so easily...
time is really treasure... and so is computer and internet connection... lolz.
again, bert, kim and me went to wow phil... well, again, we've talked about a lot of things. some people says that I'm wasting time when I do this kind of stuff... truth is, they just don't understand.
What is spending time wisely for them? Earning money? Studying? well.. not for me.
I think I spend time wisely if I got to do things that I love the most and if I learn from what I'm doing. It's all about being productive.
I think I'm sick. I don't feel well. I have sore throath and I feel cold.
Oh well...
the party
thanks to my 4A family, the 4A christmas party was a success.
I thought there'll only be 15 heads who will be attending the said party, but no, a lot showed up and some even paid the party fee on the exact day (there are gate crashers though, did not pay a single cent but it's awryt, lolz).
There had been only 2 games - one was as crazy as hell; bert, bobbie, kim and tj went wild dancing in the tune of totoy bibbo (hey! I'm telling everybody!). another game was won by paz and kim (please tell Paz's mom that she drank a lot of beer in this game.. lolz.)
I love everything that happened, but my favorite part of it all was the overnight with the guys (I'm the only girl left!) we've talked about a lot of things - things naughty and nice... lolz. : )
Oh wait... there's one thing that pissed me off that night.. oh anywei, they're names are not worth mentioning anymore.. (why should I even care?)
I thought there'll only be 15 heads who will be attending the said party, but no, a lot showed up and some even paid the party fee on the exact day (there are gate crashers though, did not pay a single cent but it's awryt, lolz).
There had been only 2 games - one was as crazy as hell; bert, bobbie, kim and tj went wild dancing in the tune of totoy bibbo (hey! I'm telling everybody!). another game was won by paz and kim (please tell Paz's mom that she drank a lot of beer in this game.. lolz.)
I love everything that happened, but my favorite part of it all was the overnight with the guys (I'm the only girl left!) we've talked about a lot of things - things naughty and nice... lolz. : )
Oh wait... there's one thing that pissed me off that night.. oh anywei, they're names are not worth mentioning anymore.. (why should I even care?)
one day to go...
I thought it would be serious.. thank God we didn't let one petty misunderstanding ruined our friendship. But seriously, I was kind of hurt when he acted that way towards me.. result was, my respect for him decreased. Hey there! If you've got something to say, tell it straight to the intended recipient... don't blabber things around and let other people hear what you've gotta say coz they don't have to know. If we're really friends, you'll do that and I've got no choice but to consider your point of view.
We're partly done in buying needed materials for our xmas party... but sadly though, the planned test tubes as drinking cups will never happen coz test tube's price is really higher than what we've expected (21php each) .. so, we satisfied ouselves with cute little blue glass shots that we've bought for only 9php each..
I'm really nervous about the 4A christmas party.. as one of the main organizers, I can't stop worrying about what will eventually happen. I just knew that somehow, all will be going well because I have my 4A family to back me up. Kudos to the other organizers!!! We'll rock Leo's house down! hehehe...
We're partly done in buying needed materials for our xmas party... but sadly though, the planned test tubes as drinking cups will never happen coz test tube's price is really higher than what we've expected (21php each) .. so, we satisfied ouselves with cute little blue glass shots that we've bought for only 9php each..
I'm really nervous about the 4A christmas party.. as one of the main organizers, I can't stop worrying about what will eventually happen. I just knew that somehow, all will be going well because I have my 4A family to back me up. Kudos to the other organizers!!! We'll rock Leo's house down! hehehe...
talks at intramuros
Me, my cousin tanya, Leo and bert went to RObinson's Place Ermita to accompany Kim in his quest to find the perfect (but cheap) gift for Julianna. After having to walk for long hours in the jungle-like department stores, we had a fine dinner at Kenny Rogers (magaan sa bulsa... hehe, gumaan ang bulsa namin)
Afterwards, we've decided to waste time in Intramuros. We've talked about some silly things there - about religion, our classmates (no! we didn't backtab anyone FYI!), and never ending tales and talks about love.. oh yeah, we've talked about ghosts and supernatural beings too (does that include you? :) lolz).
I've learned a lot of things that night... we came home at already 1am...
By the way, my cousin Tanya is just 11. Pinagalitan ako ni kuya... hehe.
Afterwards, we've decided to waste time in Intramuros. We've talked about some silly things there - about religion, our classmates (no! we didn't backtab anyone FYI!), and never ending tales and talks about love.. oh yeah, we've talked about ghosts and supernatural beings too (does that include you? :) lolz).
I've learned a lot of things that night... we came home at already 1am...
By the way, my cousin Tanya is just 11. Pinagalitan ako ni kuya... hehe.
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yeah right...
Finally!! No errors anymore... thank God.. :)
jealous shades of green
it was seething-green,
they called it, and she
wore it well...
it complimented her
yellow streak that
was out of style,
as was her tone of
voice that rang
like disheveled
windchimes in
a cardboard box..
her encapsulated
ego spewed
spectrum tints
of bile belches...
her written word
shouted of chartreuse
bitterness that
spilled from her
pen, while she sipped
creme de menthe..
envious eyes, glowing
godzilla-green,
accented with
red flush of
embarassment..
her aura shouting
an envious shade
of jealousy, as
her serpent-green
tongue cut her
dignity to shreds...!
jealous shades of green
it was seething-green,
they called it, and she
wore it well...
it complimented her
yellow streak that
was out of style,
as was her tone of
voice that rang
like disheveled
windchimes in
a cardboard box..
her encapsulated
ego spewed
spectrum tints
of bile belches...
her written word
shouted of chartreuse
bitterness that
spilled from her
pen, while she sipped
creme de menthe..
envious eyes, glowing
godzilla-green,
accented with
red flush of
embarassment..
her aura shouting
an envious shade
of jealousy, as
her serpent-green
tongue cut her
dignity to shreds...!
new files for free...
I've added a couple of interesting vidclips in the download area:
1. Anne Curtis kissing richard g. (kiss lang?! duh.. boring.)
2. The horrifying (really!) beheading of Nick Berg (I felt sick and disgusted after watching it)
I had my practical test in NSTP today! I thought I'd never make it... but I made it!(through the rain?) I'm now good at doing CPR/RB! haha! (though I lost my counting often times... hehe..)
Gawd! I don't have enough time to do my projects and more school-related activities... I'm sooo lazy! Actually, I'm not. I think the problem with me is that I'm doing things which are less important but things that I love doing. But.. yeah, I do have responsibilities so I guess I need to attend to them...
My sympathy and all to the victims of the recent typhoons. Be strong.
My heartfelt thanks to those who contributed/donated/volunteered to help the unfortunate victims of Winnie and Yoyong. You all rock!! "Only selfless love can bring a hundredfold."
1. Anne Curtis kissing richard g. (kiss lang?! duh.. boring.)
2. The horrifying (really!) beheading of Nick Berg (I felt sick and disgusted after watching it)
I had my practical test in NSTP today! I thought I'd never make it... but I made it!(through the rain?) I'm now good at doing CPR/RB! haha! (though I lost my counting often times... hehe..)
Gawd! I don't have enough time to do my projects and more school-related activities... I'm sooo lazy! Actually, I'm not. I think the problem with me is that I'm doing things which are less important but things that I love doing. But.. yeah, I do have responsibilities so I guess I need to attend to them...
My sympathy and all to the victims of the recent typhoons. Be strong.
My heartfelt thanks to those who contributed/donated/volunteered to help the unfortunate victims of Winnie and Yoyong. You all rock!! "Only selfless love can bring a hundredfold."
YOYONG, I hate you!
I hate yoyong, he had done enough damage here in the Philippines to make me hate him! Because of him:
1. I have to cage myself inside our house for 2 consecutive days
2. I didn't manage to see the sun
3. There's so many people I missed
4. He limited my activities to only indoors
5. Many people had been adversely affected...
I also heard enough sad stories to make me hate him... but I realized something, it's part of life - sufferings and losses... we need it, so we'll learn to cope up and be ready with the graver and more morbid things to come...
1. I have to cage myself inside our house for 2 consecutive days
2. I didn't manage to see the sun
3. There's so many people I missed
4. He limited my activities to only indoors
5. Many people had been adversely affected...
I also heard enough sad stories to make me hate him... but I realized something, it's part of life - sufferings and losses... we need it, so we'll learn to cope up and be ready with the graver and more morbid things to come...
Be Honest!
I want an honest answer for this question (coz right now, I'm really bothered by my conscience for offering the public these controversial videos...)
Should I or Should I not feel bothered at all?
Let me decide on that matter for some time. For now, used up my bandwidth you pervs!! haha!
Should I or Should I not feel bothered at all?
Let me decide on that matter for some time. For now, used up my bandwidth you pervs!! haha!
heart on fire!
wow...
nope, this is not part of the heart evangelista sex scandal, only something that I've got from the internet... the sex scandal? tsk, tsk... you don't wanna know. (it's really, really disgusting)... i'm not disgusted with heart e., if that's really her, but I'm disgusted with the fact that we, people she doesn't even know, enjoy peeking at somebody's private life. We love to be on top of everybody else's businesses, which is not good. But hey, that's one price she has to pay for the fame and glamour, for being part of the so-called "entertainment" business.. well, I hope we have all been entertained folks.
Although I already had the chance to watch the controversial vid, I'm still not sure if it was really heart e. coz the head of heart doesn't move much, and uhmm,.. I know I'm not a video expert but I do think the vid was made up. I might be wrong though. But you'll be the judge of that when you see the vid. When will I going to offer it on this site? well... just visit often so you'll find out.
Last tuesday, I got home at around 9pm already coz I've spent some time having fun with doms, lyka and jo at the freedom park! It was really fun coz we're very child-like and carefree that day. Napikon nga yata c doms coz lagi xang talo and laging taya sa mga games namin. haha! No doms! di ka namin pinipikon, it's just that ang cute mo pag naaasar ka na... hehehe.
nope, this is not part of the heart evangelista sex scandal, only something that I've got from the internet... the sex scandal? tsk, tsk... you don't wanna know. (it's really, really disgusting)... i'm not disgusted with heart e., if that's really her, but I'm disgusted with the fact that we, people she doesn't even know, enjoy peeking at somebody's private life. We love to be on top of everybody else's businesses, which is not good. But hey, that's one price she has to pay for the fame and glamour, for being part of the so-called "entertainment" business.. well, I hope we have all been entertained folks.
Although I already had the chance to watch the controversial vid, I'm still not sure if it was really heart e. coz the head of heart doesn't move much, and uhmm,.. I know I'm not a video expert but I do think the vid was made up. I might be wrong though. But you'll be the judge of that when you see the vid. When will I going to offer it on this site? well... just visit often so you'll find out.
Last tuesday, I got home at around 9pm already coz I've spent some time having fun with doms, lyka and jo at the freedom park! It was really fun coz we're very child-like and carefree that day. Napikon nga yata c doms coz lagi xang talo and laging taya sa mga games namin. haha! No doms! di ka namin pinipikon, it's just that ang cute mo pag naaasar ka na... hehehe.
from myx to jinx
Azzar!!! I was just late for 45 minutes, iniwan na nila ako!!! e ung isa nga sa kanila (ikaw yun doms!) nagpaantay dati nang hanggang 2 hours tapos 45 minutes lang di nila ako napagbigyan?! traffic lang naman talaga!! yan tuloy! wala na akong pera! nasayang pa oras ko! d naman talaga ako mahilig manood ng mga concerts eh! kahit free pa! gusto ko lang silang makasama this night! tapos wala akong dadatnan kahit ni isang aninong itim.. kahit bakas ng bulak na may eskinol, wala!! yan tuloy! pumasok ako mag-isa dun sa orig 'to myx mo free concert na un! ang saket ng paa ko! ang gulo gulo pa ng mga tao! may nakita pa kaming lalaking bangag na nag-aano... (a guy who, while standing in the crowd, indulges in self-pleasure) talaga! dun nya ginawa! bangag nga kasi! ang kulet nga ng mata nya eh.. halatang-halata! tapos puro tulakan pa! ung mga tao, magkakamuka na! parang ngaun lang lumabas ng bahay kung magwala! may mga tga-feu pa na naka-uniform na umaga pa yata ang pasok nila kasi mejo... ayun na! iba na ung simoy ng hangin! halos d ako makahinga! kahit na sabihin pang nasa harapan ako at kitang-kita ko ang mga performers at ang mga MYX VJ's! meron pakong nakatabing mataba, mas mataba pa sakin! okei lang naman na makatabi ko xa, the gross part is, kapag tumatalon xa, i can feel the flabs in her belly na dumidikit sa kin, ung mapawis-pawis na ewan... grabe! I'm so grossed out! ang arte ko no? ok lang na sabihin mo yun, kahit nga ako naartehan sa sarili ko eh.
I saw Karel, Heart and Iya... malapit lang kasi ako sa harap. Si Heart ung pinaka-nakita ko kasi, basta, lumapit xa sa crowd. Bakit ganun? d ako nagandahan sa kanilang lahat?! tingin ko nga iisang tao lang sila eh (di ako naka-drugs noh!!) kasi magkakamuka na rin sila. Pano ba naman kasi, they have the same skin color, same hair style (pati yata length of hair), same shape ng mukha, same height... ah basta! Oo, maganda sila, pero u don't have to go out and look hard for them or hunt them down just to satisfy ur cravings for the kind of beauty they possess, just because madaling makakita nang ganung mga itsura sa paligid.
But if I were to choose among the 3 of them, I'll pick Karel. : )
That Geoff Eingenmann, he was introduced that night as the new VJ of MYX. Yeah, he got the looks, the charm and the taas ng kilay pero sad to say, he doesn't have the talent. He talked like a robot all night! His voice tells me that what he says is something he just read on a piece of paper... in short, pinapahalata nyang scripted ung sinasabi nya. But nevertheless, there's always room for improvement.
I still have a crush on pebbles!! hehe... ansaya. grabe, miss ko na xa. She's so cool, ndi maarte, mature mag-isip, masipag mag-aral (m not sure with this info since sa stats ko lang naman xa naging classmate), patawa... eon.. I really like people who have a different kind of sense of humor... ang hirap kaya makakita ng ganyan!!!
hala! dati, dalawa lang ang classification ko ng crush,
a) crush na nagagandahan
b) crush na may nararamdaman
may bago na! eto ===> c) crush na na-aastigan...
If I'm straight, I'd be like her... e kaso nga hindi eh.
I saw Karel, Heart and Iya... malapit lang kasi ako sa harap. Si Heart ung pinaka-nakita ko kasi, basta, lumapit xa sa crowd. Bakit ganun? d ako nagandahan sa kanilang lahat?! tingin ko nga iisang tao lang sila eh (di ako naka-drugs noh!!) kasi magkakamuka na rin sila. Pano ba naman kasi, they have the same skin color, same hair style (pati yata length of hair), same shape ng mukha, same height... ah basta! Oo, maganda sila, pero u don't have to go out and look hard for them or hunt them down just to satisfy ur cravings for the kind of beauty they possess, just because madaling makakita nang ganung mga itsura sa paligid.
But if I were to choose among the 3 of them, I'll pick Karel. : )
That Geoff Eingenmann, he was introduced that night as the new VJ of MYX. Yeah, he got the looks, the charm and the taas ng kilay pero sad to say, he doesn't have the talent. He talked like a robot all night! His voice tells me that what he says is something he just read on a piece of paper... in short, pinapahalata nyang scripted ung sinasabi nya. But nevertheless, there's always room for improvement.
I still have a crush on pebbles!! hehe... ansaya. grabe, miss ko na xa. She's so cool, ndi maarte, mature mag-isip, masipag mag-aral (m not sure with this info since sa stats ko lang naman xa naging classmate), patawa... eon.. I really like people who have a different kind of sense of humor... ang hirap kaya makakita ng ganyan!!!
hala! dati, dalawa lang ang classification ko ng crush,
a) crush na nagagandahan
b) crush na may nararamdaman
may bago na! eto ===> c) crush na na-aastigan...
If I'm straight, I'd be like her... e kaso nga hindi eh.
strike!
awright! no classes for today! metro driver's associations (?) exercised their freedom of expression... but unfortunately, the effect to most people is not good, they find it a burden. Students left stranded, workers unable to go to their workplaces and gimikera/gimikero's gimiks postponed...
I can say that I've benefited from this strike coz I've already slept at around 3am already becoz there had been a birthday celebration at our crib -ate ivay's advanced b-day party! hehe.. :) and another thing, my presentation for the comparative gov. took all all my time (and it still will in the coming days) and I still need to read lots (really lots) of saved webpages.. I never thought Britain's history is sooooo long..
Ahhh!! I have so many things to do... see yah!
doing a research? try these links:
highbeam.com
wikipedia.org
encyclopedia.com
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I can say that I've benefited from this strike coz I've already slept at around 3am already becoz there had been a birthday celebration at our crib -ate ivay's advanced b-day party! hehe.. :) and another thing, my presentation for the comparative gov. took all all my time (and it still will in the coming days) and I still need to read lots (really lots) of saved webpages.. I never thought Britain's history is sooooo long..
Ahhh!! I have so many things to do... see yah!
doing a research? try these links:
highbeam.com
wikipedia.org
encyclopedia.com
u luv art? ==> deviantart.com
pressured...
I've got so many things to do! I need to work on a power point presentation for my comparative gov't subject; and also read malaysia's consti!! and hell!! there's still public admin!
I'm tired...
(...to be continued)
I'm tired...
(...to be continued)
goodbye... have a nice trip
My mom's going back to riyadh tomorrow, and I don't know why... but I'm really upset. Yes, I love it when she's not here - doing laundry ONLY whenever i feel like doing it, spending time outside our house with friends, no house chores... all i have to worry about is how i'm gonna waste my time... i'm free. But I realized, I still love it better when she's here. Even if she’s be too tough on me most of the time. I have to admit she's the one who taught me how to be independent. Though I may despise her sometimes in front of my friends, in my heart, I know I never meant to say any of those words. Those are just careless expressions of a rebel child without a cause (maybe there is, I just can't find it)
I had a dream last night... girls. Jade was one of them and the other, I don't know who she is. Well, the no-namer was the first to occupy my dreamland, and later, Jade. I think they occur not at the same time and not in the same story. I loved my dream about the unknown girl...*winks* ;)
Last Thursday, I was called by my prof for a recitation... I didn't manage to answer well. When, at last, I was asked to sit down, I said to myself, "I’m going to enjoy this subject..." :)
I hate that damn phone! Makes me wanna throw it away at a place she won't be able to find it! Ok bitterness, you won again.
don't love me out of pity
for it is not love for me,
but a kind of betrayal and deceit
a poison that can kill.
don't catch my fall
don't love me at all
leave me with just tears in my eyes...
not a bleeding heart and pride
I had a dream last night... girls. Jade was one of them and the other, I don't know who she is. Well, the no-namer was the first to occupy my dreamland, and later, Jade. I think they occur not at the same time and not in the same story. I loved my dream about the unknown girl...*winks* ;)
Last Thursday, I was called by my prof for a recitation... I didn't manage to answer well. When, at last, I was asked to sit down, I said to myself, "I’m going to enjoy this subject..." :)
I hate that damn phone! Makes me wanna throw it away at a place she won't be able to find it! Ok bitterness, you won again.
don't love me out of pity
for it is not love for me,
but a kind of betrayal and deceit
a poison that can kill.
don't catch my fall
don't love me at all
leave me with just tears in my eyes...
not a bleeding heart and pride
karel in WMV
the file is in wmv, just 300+kb, and this is the vidclip of karel scandal...
just right click and save target as...
if there's any problem encountered, let me know.
bobbie's request....
to bobbie: yung Over and over again by nelly feat. tim mcgraw, na-send ko na sa e-mail mo, yung biejean20nine@yahoo.com, paki-check n lang.
I can't host some of the mp3's in ripway.com coz the allowable file size is up to 3mb only.
Mobilehive.com is a philippine-based web host that offers webhosting for as low as 40/month, but i read that i still have to pay the php590 for the domain registration. I'm just 18 and living in the world of poverty, i can't carry that kind of financial burden.
I can't host some of the mp3's in ripway.com coz the allowable file size is up to 3mb only.
Mobilehive.com is a philippine-based web host that offers webhosting for as low as 40/month, but i read that i still have to pay the php590 for the domain registration. I'm just 18 and living in the world of poverty, i can't carry that kind of financial burden.
free download
if you like this, feel free to download it!... i'm gonna kep this for up to december only (coz this is illegal! haha!) so grab it now!
Eminem's Latest - [ Just Lose It ] dirty Version!
(Right-Click and Save Target As...)
end of ramadan! no classes! :) thanks Allah!
Eminem's Latest - [ Just Lose It ] dirty Version!
(Right-Click and Save Target As...)
end of ramadan! no classes! :) thanks Allah!
karel screenshot
I've found a great site where you can download nice LATEST MP3's!!! I download songs from this site whenever I'm in the E-Lib of the school coz mabilis ang connection... hehehe.. now, that's a great way of really using my free 20 internet hours sa FEU! I think it's just and fair naman kasi ang laki ng binabayaran namin noh!?! I pity those people who don't want to undergo e-lib orientation so they can make use of their internet hours too. Sayang talaga.
Ok, Gino, my classmate said he found my site when he browsed google for a copy of karel scandal. No, I don't offer anything like that here in my site, but since so many people are looking for it and can't find the vidclip, I'm being generous enough to offer a screenshot from the vidclip. Here it is.
Click here to Download the PIC!
So far, I've managed to download these songs already:
Mosh - Eminem
Over and Over again - Nelly feat. Tim McGraw
I'm offering them for free. Just ask.
hehe.
Ok, Gino, my classmate said he found my site when he browsed google for a copy of karel scandal. No, I don't offer anything like that here in my site, but since so many people are looking for it and can't find the vidclip, I'm being generous enough to offer a screenshot from the vidclip. Here it is.
Click here to Download the PIC!
So far, I've managed to download these songs already:
Mosh - Eminem
Over and Over again - Nelly feat. Tim McGraw
I'm offering them for free. Just ask.
hehe.
nov. 5
This sem, I need to handle a bunch of smart-asses in our section. Old and new.
I missed two of my subjects today, literature and humanities. I slept at 4:30am already!! Do you want me to die by forcing myself to get up at around 5am and go to school at 6am?!?!
I observed that almost all of our professors this sem are techie and internet savvy.. hmm.. real advantage for me. hehe.
Sir Fojas still haven't changed.. still cool and kicking ass!! I wish to be just like him when I'm already at his age. Will I still be that cool? singing clearly eminem's songs and nirvana hits? can i talk philosophically with humor? With the kind of class I'm currently with,... I don't think so. God, help me in getting good and decent grades without being a totally boring person... I'm still young y'know.
I missed two of my subjects today, literature and humanities. I slept at 4:30am already!! Do you want me to die by forcing myself to get up at around 5am and go to school at 6am?!?!
I observed that almost all of our professors this sem are techie and internet savvy.. hmm.. real advantage for me. hehe.
Sir Fojas still haven't changed.. still cool and kicking ass!! I wish to be just like him when I'm already at his age. Will I still be that cool? singing clearly eminem's songs and nirvana hits? can i talk philosophically with humor? With the kind of class I'm currently with,... I don't think so. God, help me in getting good and decent grades without being a totally boring person... I'm still young y'know.
