dealing with people can get very tiring sometimes..
you try to do something for them, they'll ask for more, they don't care how much you give to them as long as they're getting something. They don't care if you're already empty and can't give anymore as long as they already have what they want.
once you said truth that hurts about them or when you pinpoint their weaknesses, you're a backstabber or someone who is not a true friend.. when in fact, you're just trying to show to those people that you care even if they are less than perfect.
they want all of your time when they can give none of theirs.
But y'know, I still thank God for those who are soooo true to me. They are few but they're truly the finest.
They are not always beside me but they will be there when I really need them.
They can only give something - that for me is already everything.
They don't have much of material things but they will share some what they have because they treat you as a part of they are... and do know how to really care and love.
That's why I'm wishing the best for them. I love you.. you know who you are.
wtf?!
wtf?! my site's been featured on blogtelevision.com for offering video downloads! Well, it didn't make me happy.. coz it was been featured because of Karel Scandal searches! I thought the only people who were leeching me and using up my bandwidth are my friends! I'm so pissed off by this... sheesh.. I didn't know over a million people (probably pinoys!) have searched for karel's scandal that even profit-hungry some low life sites are already offering it on their sites just for hits!! From now on, only my friends would be able to ask for a copy of scandals or anything I can download for them! This is just so unbelievable.. and disgusting.
I think I'll be changing my site layout again.. just found a cool layout today. DONE! :)
karel!
I accidentally saw a pic of Karel Maquez on some site.. and got this unusual need to see more of her photos... so I've browsed the net, the Google way.
I've gathered a few (10+ I think).. she's such a cutie. hihi..
aside from the photos, I've managed to download two songs she sang in some bar.. or some place that's really noisy.. (I wish there's a way I could filter out those unwanted cheerings and shoutings they made while Karel was singing.. oh well)
I read that there will be an album (or there's already an album, the article I've read was kind of outdated)
that's the problem with the pages on the net... sometimes, there's no date stated so the tendency is, we could get inaccurate info. so if you're planning to put up a site and there'll articles on it, don't forget to put the date when it was published.. ayt?
ok, back to Karel.. err.. haha!I liked the layout now.. but I think it's too dark... whatever.. I don't wanna change it for now. CHANGED! I'm tired of changing lay-outs. That's it for now.
I've gathered a few (10+ I think).. she's such a cutie. hihi..
aside from the photos, I've managed to download two songs she sang in some bar.. or some place that's really noisy.. (I wish there's a way I could filter out those unwanted cheerings and shoutings they made while Karel was singing.. oh well)
I read that there will be an album (or there's already an album, the article I've read was kind of outdated)
that's the problem with the pages on the net... sometimes, there's no date stated so the tendency is, we could get inaccurate info. so if you're planning to put up a site and there'll articles on it, don't forget to put the date when it was published.. ayt?
ok, back to Karel.. err.. haha!
happy easter!
di ako sumalubong.. antok na kasi ako, and my eyes are irritated or something.. 
HAPPY EASTER to YOU and your FAMILY!
cool...
A Perfect Day
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You have not lived a perfect day,
even though you have earned your money,
unless you have done something for someone
...who cannot repay you.
~Ruth Smeltzer~
Help someone EVERY day.
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You have not lived a perfect day,
even though you have earned your money,
unless you have done something for someone
...who cannot repay you.
~Ruth Smeltzer~
Help someone EVERY day.
long one
Patay daw ang Diyos ngayon. - ikalawang araw.
Pero bakit ang saya-saya ng mga tao? Ang dami pang naka-porma... parang mall ang lansangan. Pero okei lang din naman, na-enjoy ko din kasi ang daming magagandang nagkalat sa kalye... na minsan lang mangyari.
Nagkalbaryo kami sa Poblacion.. galing, astig ang mga dezigns ng mga Stations,.. nakita ko pa si Binay.. binati pa kami ng "magandang gabi".. sumagot nga ako eh.. "hindi pa po ako botante" pero medyo malayo na xa nun.. ewan ko lang kung narinig nya, sana hindi... sana OO. Lakad-lakad... di ko naman talaga pinapansin yung mga dinadaanan kong mga stations... ni hindi nga kami pumapasok sa loob.. hindi nagdadasal.. pag ginawa ko kasi yun, isa lang tawag sakin => ipokrita. Patawa lang ako nang patawa.. kasi ang saya ko.. *parts of this post is available at my private blog only*....
nakakapagod. pagkagaling namin dun sa poblacion, kumain kami sa jollibee.. nangutang na naman kay gwen ng 30pesos. kasi naman.. sana naglugaw n lang. hehe.. ang weird nga eh, mga guys ng group namin ung mahilig mag fastfoodchains... tapos ung mga girls ung mga ready sa mga turo-turo and the likes.
nakakapagod talaga. pagdating ko pa sa bahay, etong kapatid ko at pinsan, mga adik sa internet! lalo na sa chatting! nag-aaway kung cno gagamit nung isang PC. buti n lang ako master dun sa main PC.. ako lang pede gumamit, may password kasi. feel stressed out na naman ako bout the summer classes na di ko alam kung kukunin ko pa. bakit naman kasi ang mahal mag-aral... konti lang naman ang natutunan... okei lang sanang magbayad ng mahal kung maganda naman ang nagiging resulta. alam nyo nangyayari sa educational system natin? nabubulok o di kaya naman bulok na talaga. ang mga teacher, dapat nagtuturo! hindi magtatanong ng kung anu-ano sa estudyante na aasahan nilang nagbasa na ng libro! tapos ipapahiya ang estudyante... tsk,tsk. dapat ganito ang proseso, ha, mga bobong guro/propesor na wala naman talagang pakialam sa mga estudyante, mag-discuss kayo nang isang araw, magbigay kayo ng assignment (pabasa o pasulat), tapos kinabukasan kayo magtanong! hindi lahat ng estudyante, matalino! may mabagal mag-pick-up! haaay... nakaka-highblood mga walang kwentang mga teachers/professors.
Pero gusto ko ring magbigay pugay sa mga guro at mga propesor kong may kwenta... magaling magturo at walang favoritism. Kahit gaano kabait ang prof/teacher, kapag may favoritism siya, hindi siya kumpleto. Kapag ang prof. walang favoritism, kahit anong pagkukulang nya, madaling punuan dahil alam nya ang kahalagahan ng pagkakapantay-pantay. eto ang listahan ko ng mga teacher na totoong teacher.. hindi nagpapanggap lang:
elementary years:
1. ms. claudio - at grade 3, san ka makakakita ng teacher na nag-eexplain kung ano ang sex at kung gano kasarap to pero di dapat gawin ng mga d pa mature enough para gawin yun.. aztig daba?
2. ms. granada - tinatarayan ako nito eh.. sasabihin sayo gagawin mo, pag di mo nagawa nang tama, gagawin nya sa harap mo (kahit ano! kahit magfloorwax xa!) ang tagal nyang gagawin yun para lang malaman mo na.
3. ms. carolino - eto ang da best! hanggang ngaun! grabe, tinanong ko lang kung ano spelling ng "committee" iniwan pa yung klase nya that time para samahan ako sa library para hanapin ung word na yun sa dictionary! san ka pa! saka iba talaga to.. dapat lahat ng teacher sa elementary tulad nya para ma-inspire hanggang paglaki ang mga bata.
highschool:
1. ms. loria - da best! eto lang ang relihiyosang kilala ko na kahit hindi mag-join sa trip na bawal sa religion nya, eh she'll make ways para makabawi sa ibang paraan. at saka nung mawala to nang makunan, umiyak kami! huhuhu...
2. ms. lugtu - pinapahiya nang pabiro ung mga studes pag sobrang pasaway na! kahit sino! kahit respetado na o matalino! hehe.. mataba pero sexy.
3. ms. cruz-intervalo - <-- aazzttiiiiggg!!! super patawa pero super strict.. eto, naniwala sakin nung mga panahong lahat na nanghusga! saludo ko kay ma'am dalisay!
college:
1. psych prof - forgot ko na ung name pero lupet magturo.. laging amoy sigarilyo pag pumapasok pero saya kasama! naglalaro kami sa room... hehehe.. lots of funny memories with this guy
2. mr. santos sa economics - graduate ng PNU summa cum laude, scholar sa UA&P... galing magturo.
3. mr fojas - wow...! nagturo sakin ng mga lessons, di lang tungkol sa mga academics... pati na rin sa pinakahirap na subject - ang LIFE.
ung iba, wala lang. okei lang.. ung tipong okei naman magturo pero madali mo ring malilimutan kasi walang something special in them to remember them by.
the rest are all rubbish, wala silang karapatan dito sa blogsite ko.
ung crush ko nga pala ay si *available at my private blog only*
Pero bakit ang saya-saya ng mga tao? Ang dami pang naka-porma... parang mall ang lansangan. Pero okei lang din naman, na-enjoy ko din kasi ang daming magagandang nagkalat sa kalye... na minsan lang mangyari.
Nagkalbaryo kami sa Poblacion.. galing, astig ang mga dezigns ng mga Stations,.. nakita ko pa si Binay.. binati pa kami ng "magandang gabi".. sumagot nga ako eh.. "hindi pa po ako botante" pero medyo malayo na xa nun.. ewan ko lang kung narinig nya, sana hindi... sana OO. Lakad-lakad... di ko naman talaga pinapansin yung mga dinadaanan kong mga stations... ni hindi nga kami pumapasok sa loob.. hindi nagdadasal.. pag ginawa ko kasi yun, isa lang tawag sakin => ipokrita. Patawa lang ako nang patawa.. kasi ang saya ko.. *parts of this post is available at my private blog only*....
nakakapagod. pagkagaling namin dun sa poblacion, kumain kami sa jollibee.. nangutang na naman kay gwen ng 30pesos. kasi naman.. sana naglugaw n lang. hehe.. ang weird nga eh, mga guys ng group namin ung mahilig mag fastfoodchains... tapos ung mga girls ung mga ready sa mga turo-turo and the likes.
nakakapagod talaga. pagdating ko pa sa bahay, etong kapatid ko at pinsan, mga adik sa internet! lalo na sa chatting! nag-aaway kung cno gagamit nung isang PC. buti n lang ako master dun sa main PC.. ako lang pede gumamit, may password kasi. feel stressed out na naman ako bout the summer classes na di ko alam kung kukunin ko pa. bakit naman kasi ang mahal mag-aral... konti lang naman ang natutunan... okei lang sanang magbayad ng mahal kung maganda naman ang nagiging resulta. alam nyo nangyayari sa educational system natin? nabubulok o di kaya naman bulok na talaga. ang mga teacher, dapat nagtuturo! hindi magtatanong ng kung anu-ano sa estudyante na aasahan nilang nagbasa na ng libro! tapos ipapahiya ang estudyante... tsk,tsk. dapat ganito ang proseso, ha, mga bobong guro/propesor na wala naman talagang pakialam sa mga estudyante, mag-discuss kayo nang isang araw, magbigay kayo ng assignment (pabasa o pasulat), tapos kinabukasan kayo magtanong! hindi lahat ng estudyante, matalino! may mabagal mag-pick-up! haaay... nakaka-highblood mga walang kwentang mga teachers/professors.
Pero gusto ko ring magbigay pugay sa mga guro at mga propesor kong may kwenta... magaling magturo at walang favoritism. Kahit gaano kabait ang prof/teacher, kapag may favoritism siya, hindi siya kumpleto. Kapag ang prof. walang favoritism, kahit anong pagkukulang nya, madaling punuan dahil alam nya ang kahalagahan ng pagkakapantay-pantay. eto ang listahan ko ng mga teacher na totoong teacher.. hindi nagpapanggap lang:
elementary years:
1. ms. claudio - at grade 3, san ka makakakita ng teacher na nag-eexplain kung ano ang sex at kung gano kasarap to pero di dapat gawin ng mga d pa mature enough para gawin yun.. aztig daba?
2. ms. granada - tinatarayan ako nito eh.. sasabihin sayo gagawin mo, pag di mo nagawa nang tama, gagawin nya sa harap mo (kahit ano! kahit magfloorwax xa!) ang tagal nyang gagawin yun para lang malaman mo na.
3. ms. carolino - eto ang da best! hanggang ngaun! grabe, tinanong ko lang kung ano spelling ng "committee" iniwan pa yung klase nya that time para samahan ako sa library para hanapin ung word na yun sa dictionary! san ka pa! saka iba talaga to.. dapat lahat ng teacher sa elementary tulad nya para ma-inspire hanggang paglaki ang mga bata.
highschool:
1. ms. loria - da best! eto lang ang relihiyosang kilala ko na kahit hindi mag-join sa trip na bawal sa religion nya, eh she'll make ways para makabawi sa ibang paraan. at saka nung mawala to nang makunan, umiyak kami! huhuhu...
2. ms. lugtu - pinapahiya nang pabiro ung mga studes pag sobrang pasaway na! kahit sino! kahit respetado na o matalino! hehe.. mataba pero sexy.
3. ms. cruz-intervalo - <-- aazzttiiiiggg!!! super patawa pero super strict.. eto, naniwala sakin nung mga panahong lahat na nanghusga! saludo ko kay ma'am dalisay!
college:
1. psych prof - forgot ko na ung name pero lupet magturo.. laging amoy sigarilyo pag pumapasok pero saya kasama! naglalaro kami sa room... hehehe.. lots of funny memories with this guy
2. mr. santos sa economics - graduate ng PNU summa cum laude, scholar sa UA&P... galing magturo.
3. mr fojas - wow...! nagturo sakin ng mga lessons, di lang tungkol sa mga academics... pati na rin sa pinakahirap na subject - ang LIFE.
ung iba, wala lang. okei lang.. ung tipong okei naman magturo pero madali mo ring malilimutan kasi walang something special in them to remember them by.
the rest are all rubbish, wala silang karapatan dito sa blogsite ko.
ung crush ko nga pala ay si *available at my private blog only*
vacation... haaay
umalis si kuya with his highschool friends para mag-swimming... sa matabungkay daw ata.. and he let me be the caretaker of the 2 PCs for awhile.. hehe.. malas nga lang.. d makakapag-adik mode kasi mga 4A yaya na naman ng kalbaryo.. di ko lang lam kung saan. chempre sama ako.
I've added my cuzins sa friendster ko.. c gerene and ate lennie. hehe... di ko nga alam kung pano ko sasabihin na cousin nila ako and ako ang pinaka-favorite cuzin ng ate nilang si ate che... hehe joke lang.
errr... just tried this launchcast radio thingy sa Yahoo! messenger and it's cool naman kaya lang, kaazar ang advertisements.. azar talaga mga advertisements... i hate any kind of it.. pero walang free services pag walang ganun d ba? so hurray for advertisements! lolx...
ang cute talaga ng rubber ducky sa taas ^ d ba? hekhek..
I've added my cuzins sa friendster ko.. c gerene and ate lennie. hehe... di ko nga alam kung pano ko sasabihin na cousin nila ako and ako ang pinaka-favorite cuzin ng ate nilang si ate che... hehe joke lang.
errr... just tried this launchcast radio thingy sa Yahoo! messenger and it's cool naman kaya lang, kaazar ang advertisements.. azar talaga mga advertisements... i hate any kind of it.. pero walang free services pag walang ganun d ba? so hurray for advertisements! lolx...
ang cute talaga ng rubber ducky sa taas ^ d ba? hekhek..
a secret page
after signing-up to other blogging sites (andami pala!), nakahanap na rin ako ng may magandang serbisyo... pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun ay iiwan ko na ang blogger site ko.. ginawa ko lang yun para sa mga mas personal ko pang mga posts... ang dami na kasing may alam nitong site kong to... e ung pinag-sign-up-an ko na site, d maxadong kilala, wala pang advertisement of any kind... saya. at saka very customizeable din.. parang blogger. as of now, 2 pa lang posts ko.. puro mga lihim.. hehe.
superb image hosting and photo sharing service? try ImageCave
happy vacation to all students like me! :)
superb image hosting and photo sharing service? try ImageCave
happy vacation to all students like me! :)
quote
The Critic
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A critic is a man who knows the way but can't drive the car.
~Kenneth Tynan~
Find more inspirational quotes/stories/stuff @ Mountain Wings
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A critic is a man who knows the way but can't drive the car.
~Kenneth Tynan~
Find more inspirational quotes/stories/stuff @ Mountain Wings
non-stop internet action
surfing.. surfing..
dami ko nabuksang webpages ah.. hehe.. ung iba walang kwenta, ung iba meron. share ko sa inyo:
From: The Manila Times (May 31, 2004)
The Miss Photogenic award went to Moira Vania B. Yarr of Camarines Sur (Southern Luzon) while Miss Friendship was...etc.
c moira.. na-meet ko xa sa ryla dati.. beauty talaga. bakit kaya ms. photogenic lang?
From: Online Wedding
hehe.. pwede ka na magpakasal online! nope, not legal binding... just pure fun hehe. badtrip nga lang kasi ayaw lumabas nung image ng wedding certificate.. pero nakakatuwa talaga pag wala ka nang magawa sa buhay mo.
From: The Flyest People Online (daw)
parang friendster, hi-5, myspace, pinoyster.. ah cguro naman nakuha mo na ang idea.. haven't signed up yet.. maya-maya cguro.. hehe
From: Slambook
nami-miss mo na ba ang mga korning tanong tulad ng "who is your crush?". para bang gusto mong ibalik ang iyong elementary life? eehehe... sign-up ka dito sa slambooK!
well, yan lang muna.. wala kasi akong makwento.. ay meron pala..
ang dami kong na-add na mga classmates ko dati sa friendster kagabi. nakakatuwa kasi mga grown-ups na sila. hehe.. cge un lang. bye!
dami ko nabuksang webpages ah.. hehe.. ung iba walang kwenta, ung iba meron. share ko sa inyo:
From: The Manila Times (May 31, 2004)
The Miss Photogenic award went to Moira Vania B. Yarr of Camarines Sur (Southern Luzon) while Miss Friendship was...etc.
c moira.. na-meet ko xa sa ryla dati.. beauty talaga. bakit kaya ms. photogenic lang?
From: Online Wedding
hehe.. pwede ka na magpakasal online! nope, not legal binding... just pure fun hehe. badtrip nga lang kasi ayaw lumabas nung image ng wedding certificate.. pero nakakatuwa talaga pag wala ka nang magawa sa buhay mo.
From: The Flyest People Online (daw)
parang friendster, hi-5, myspace, pinoyster.. ah cguro naman nakuha mo na ang idea.. haven't signed up yet.. maya-maya cguro.. hehe
From: Slambook
nami-miss mo na ba ang mga korning tanong tulad ng "who is your crush?". para bang gusto mong ibalik ang iyong elementary life? eehehe... sign-up ka dito sa slambooK!
well, yan lang muna.. wala kasi akong makwento.. ay meron pala..
ang dami kong na-add na mga classmates ko dati sa friendster kagabi. nakakatuwa kasi mga grown-ups na sila. hehe.. cge un lang. bye!
fascinated by me...
Yes, I make you sick and I don't have a good head... I can admit that to people who really don't know me. Judgemental, prejudice people who can't stop getting in my nerves. Everything you said about me were just mere presumptions, fallacies - LIES...
Know me first.
Because people who really know me seem not to say the same thing.
Know me first.
Because people who really know me seem not to say the same thing.
sorry...
sometimes, I say the wrong things, and people get hurt.. that's why I'm presenting this big-font, colored white (a sign of peace?), ever sincere
SORRY to an ex-friend in friendster.
The Flooder
This is funny:
Someone sent me a message saying that I'm flooding her bulletin board because of my multiple posts.
Forgive me, kasi nagaya na yata ako sa iba na halos 4 pages ang inaabot, isang message lang naman ang gustong sabihin.
She'll appreciate it if I can delete daw my posts... as if there's something in the Friendser BBS that would make that possible.
As much as I can remember, I post messages 3-6 times only.. hindi pa nga yun flooding.. in comparison to what others are doing...
Funny thing is, I have so many "friends" in friendster that are savage flooders but I tolerate them because sometimes, their posts are about current situations they are into or stories that they
are so excited to share..... which is a good thing because they use the BBS as an outlet of their emotions.
Oh well, I will stop flooding... but I won't ask other people to, because I don't want them to deprive of their simple, even if oftenly abused, so-called "rights"...
and to some people who were irritated by my posts, delete me if it pleases you.
thanks....and again, sorry..
this is my last message to flood YOUR bulletin board.
Someone sent me a message saying that I'm flooding her bulletin board because of my multiple posts.
Forgive me, kasi nagaya na yata ako sa iba na halos 4 pages ang inaabot, isang message lang naman ang gustong sabihin.
She'll appreciate it if I can delete daw my posts... as if there's something in the Friendser BBS that would make that possible.
As much as I can remember, I post messages 3-6 times only.. hindi pa nga yun flooding.. in comparison to what others are doing...
Funny thing is, I have so many "friends" in friendster that are savage flooders but I tolerate them because sometimes, their posts are about current situations they are into or stories that they
are so excited to share..... which is a good thing because they use the BBS as an outlet of their emotions.
Oh well, I will stop flooding... but I won't ask other people to, because I don't want them to deprive of their simple, even if oftenly abused, so-called "rights"...
and to some people who were irritated by my posts, delete me if it pleases you.
thanks....and again, sorry..
this is my last message to flood YOUR bulletin board.
hi exams!
ang utak ko, bow
ang utak ko
sa isip ko ay bobo na,
hindi pala, hindi pala,
natutulog lang pala!
^some idiotic rhymes that popped out of my mind while doing my SEA project.
Akala ko kasi sobrang hirap nya na hindi ko na kayang masagutan, hindi naman pala.
Ang Kwento ng Isang Imbentor (nabuo ko lang kagabi)
May isang imbentor (ako yon)
Nakagawa siya ng isang imbensyon (ano yon?)
Mahiwagang imbensyon
Nakagawa na rin nito ang iba pero iba-iba (ang gulo)
Binibigay nila sa iba lalo na sa pogi at maganda (peke naman minsan)
Hindi nakikita, parang hangin lang
Pero nakokontrol (minsan hindi), nakokontrol pero hazardous
Hazardous pero.. hmm.. nakakapagpasaya ng pakiramdam
Daig pa ang Bioweapons ni Saddam (o ni Bush)
Stop na ang giyera kung meron nito ang bawat isa
Hindi mo pwede bilhin pero hindi rin naman libre
dahil kailangan mong buuin mag-isa mo
o hingin sa iba (masakit pag hindi ka nabigyan di ba?)
namamatay ba ito?
hindi namamatay, napapalitan lang
oo, ganon nga ang imbensyon ng imbentor
na kinopya ko sa patent ng isa pang Great Inventor
pero ang imbensyon ko ay modified version
hindi kasing perpekto nung kay Great Inventor
marami na rin akong nagawang ganito noon
Yung iba tinanggap, ung iba tinanggihan
pero ok lang
matagal na tong nakatago
nilabas ko lang uli para makita
kung nandoon pa ba o nawawala na
ha? lumaki pa?
kailan ko kaya sayo to ipapakita?
o ipaparamdam nang lubusan
parang hangin
mamatay ba o mapapalitan lang?
*sigh o buntonghininga*
napangiti na naman ako nang bitter
maaalikabukan na naman lang
ending the flashbacks, I closed once again my treasure box where the supposed invention was hidden and said,
"Impossible"
ang utak ko
sa isip ko ay bobo na,
hindi pala, hindi pala,
natutulog lang pala!
^some idiotic rhymes that popped out of my mind while doing my SEA project.
Akala ko kasi sobrang hirap nya na hindi ko na kayang masagutan, hindi naman pala.
Ang Kwento ng Isang Imbentor (nabuo ko lang kagabi)
May isang imbentor (ako yon)
Nakagawa siya ng isang imbensyon (ano yon?)
Mahiwagang imbensyon
Nakagawa na rin nito ang iba pero iba-iba (ang gulo)
Binibigay nila sa iba lalo na sa pogi at maganda (peke naman minsan)
Hindi nakikita, parang hangin lang
Pero nakokontrol (minsan hindi), nakokontrol pero hazardous
Hazardous pero.. hmm.. nakakapagpasaya ng pakiramdam
Daig pa ang Bioweapons ni Saddam (o ni Bush)
Stop na ang giyera kung meron nito ang bawat isa
Hindi mo pwede bilhin pero hindi rin naman libre
dahil kailangan mong buuin mag-isa mo
o hingin sa iba (masakit pag hindi ka nabigyan di ba?)
namamatay ba ito?
hindi namamatay, napapalitan lang
oo, ganon nga ang imbensyon ng imbentor
na kinopya ko sa patent ng isa pang Great Inventor
pero ang imbensyon ko ay modified version
hindi kasing perpekto nung kay Great Inventor
marami na rin akong nagawang ganito noon
Yung iba tinanggap, ung iba tinanggihan
pero ok lang
matagal na tong nakatago
nilabas ko lang uli para makita
kung nandoon pa ba o nawawala na
ha? lumaki pa?
kailan ko kaya sayo to ipapakita?
o ipaparamdam nang lubusan
parang hangin
mamatay ba o mapapalitan lang?
*sigh o buntonghininga*
napangiti na naman ako nang bitter
maaalikabukan na naman lang
ending the flashbacks, I closed once again my treasure box where the supposed invention was hidden and said,
"Impossible"
while cleaning my room...
from 12-3am I've cleaned my room.. finally!!
Habang naglilinis ng room, nabuksan ko na naman ang aking kickers shoebox na naglalaman ng mga bagay ng may kinalaman sa nakaraan:
Once again, I've flipped through the pages of "The Voice", the official schoolpaper of Guad. Nuevo, my elementary alma mater. Once again, I felt proud to see my name on the staff... haaay.. I miss my childhood days. I wish I could go back...
Ang sumunod naman ay nakita ko ang larawan ng unang taong minahal ko, at alam kong minahal din ako, kahit hindi naman niya sinasabi, naramdaman ko naman. Yung taong to, siya yung unang nagparamdam sakin na hindi pala ako panget.. hehe.. oo nakakatawa nga eh.
Because I used to view myself then as an ugly person. Although that person didn't directly say that I'm beautiful, I know now that I am because I was loved by a beautiful person... siya.
Hoy teka, ang ibig sabihin ng "beautiful" dito ay general.. hindi lang mukha, at anumang pisikal ng aspeto. Kasama na ang katauhan, ugali atbp.
I miss that person the same way I'm missing my childhood days. Because I love my childhood days. They brought heartfelt laughters, worry-free days and unselfishness... the pure innocence that time could never take away from me no more because it's already a part of who I am right now.
haay nako, senti mode na naman! ganito talaga pag may iniiwasang sangkatutak na projects! o cge na... buwisit na mga projects!
Be mature enough to know how to be not childish. But don't forget to be child-like at times so that being mature will not be so stressful. -keL
Habang naglilinis ng room, nabuksan ko na naman ang aking kickers shoebox na naglalaman ng mga bagay ng may kinalaman sa nakaraan:
Once again, I've flipped through the pages of "The Voice", the official schoolpaper of Guad. Nuevo, my elementary alma mater. Once again, I felt proud to see my name on the staff... haaay.. I miss my childhood days. I wish I could go back...
Ang sumunod naman ay nakita ko ang larawan ng unang taong minahal ko, at alam kong minahal din ako, kahit hindi naman niya sinasabi, naramdaman ko naman. Yung taong to, siya yung unang nagparamdam sakin na hindi pala ako panget.. hehe.. oo nakakatawa nga eh.
Because I used to view myself then as an ugly person. Although that person didn't directly say that I'm beautiful, I know now that I am because I was loved by a beautiful person... siya.
Hoy teka, ang ibig sabihin ng "beautiful" dito ay general.. hindi lang mukha, at anumang pisikal ng aspeto. Kasama na ang katauhan, ugali atbp.
I miss that person the same way I'm missing my childhood days. Because I love my childhood days. They brought heartfelt laughters, worry-free days and unselfishness... the pure innocence that time could never take away from me no more because it's already a part of who I am right now.
haay nako, senti mode na naman! ganito talaga pag may iniiwasang sangkatutak na projects! o cge na... buwisit na mga projects!
Be mature enough to know how to be not childish. But don't forget to be child-like at times so that being mature will not be so stressful. -keL
GTO site
I'm currently building a fansite for GTO great teacher onizuka..
visit it someday (when it's done!)
keL
visit it someday (when it's done!)
keL
uh-oh. rant on!
It is said almost 75% of Facts and Figures of Philippine History are inaccurate or wrong.
I don't need prestige. I'm not planning to build a "smartypants" or a "genius" image and I don't wanna be tagged as one. Whatever I achieved, I count as my blessing from God and nothing more. If I joined in contests or competitions, it's for pure fun and entertainment on my part... I'm not serious about it - I just put a lot of passion on what I'm doing and that's it. If I lose, I know God is generous enough to give me another opportunity to show the talents He had given me. If I win, I consider it as a gift of good luck.
Political Science Quiz Bowl Finals Round:
Yes, majority of the correct answers came from Paul. So what? We're not the ones who were competing right? Speaking with pure honesty, I did not review for that competition because I know Paul will be enough to win it. Paul wants to win it because of his past failures of winning one. I wanted him to taste victory by his own hardwork, I refused to dominate in our group effort because I want to put the spotlight on him once he made it.
We made it. Why does it still matter for them to know who really answered the most correct answers?
Hindi pa man kayo politicians, mapolitika na kayo masyado. Hayaan nyo, next time, hindi na ako magiging shadow na lang.
Go ask Paul how did we get through the elimination round.
I don't need prestige. I'm not planning to build a "smartypants" or a "genius" image and I don't wanna be tagged as one. Whatever I achieved, I count as my blessing from God and nothing more. If I joined in contests or competitions, it's for pure fun and entertainment on my part... I'm not serious about it - I just put a lot of passion on what I'm doing and that's it. If I lose, I know God is generous enough to give me another opportunity to show the talents He had given me. If I win, I consider it as a gift of good luck.
Political Science Quiz Bowl Finals Round:
Yes, majority of the correct answers came from Paul. So what? We're not the ones who were competing right? Speaking with pure honesty, I did not review for that competition because I know Paul will be enough to win it. Paul wants to win it because of his past failures of winning one. I wanted him to taste victory by his own hardwork, I refused to dominate in our group effort because I want to put the spotlight on him once he made it.
We made it. Why does it still matter for them to know who really answered the most correct answers?
Hindi pa man kayo politicians, mapolitika na kayo masyado. Hayaan nyo, next time, hindi na ako magiging shadow na lang.
Go ask Paul how did we get through the elimination round.
CHAMPION!! wahaha!
Champion kami ni Paul for this year's Political Science Quiz Bowl! We humiliated all 4th year opponents (beat, para naman d maxado maangas ang dating). Geraldine said we'll be representing the PolSci department in next year's IAS Quiz Bee!! wow...
My Speech:
Really, I couldn't make it without Paul... nag-aral xang mabuti kasi he really wants to win this competition. Ako? Asa ka pa! You know I'd rather hear some cool music than review textbooks.. another on my thank you list are my friends, every single one. For being there even if ever we never made it first place.
I also want to thank myself for believing in myself. For having the strength to still go to school even if I only had 2 hours of sleep (3 days in a row!). For not reviewing but finding the time in the past to read the answers to the questions that was asked in that freakin' quiz bee. For being such a Great Student Racquel! haha! Sorry but I still have the Onizuka syndrome..hehe
I won but missed something at the same time.. again, I haven't taken my comparative gov. exam.. I was supposed to get to school on time, but I forgot my project and needed to go back at home to fetch it.. tsk,tsk. I'll fail that subject.. don't worry, ready na ko, that'll not hurt too much.
My Speech:
Really, I couldn't make it without Paul... nag-aral xang mabuti kasi he really wants to win this competition. Ako? Asa ka pa! You know I'd rather hear some cool music than review textbooks.. another on my thank you list are my friends, every single one. For being there even if ever we never made it first place.
I also want to thank myself for believing in myself. For having the strength to still go to school even if I only had 2 hours of sleep (3 days in a row!). For not reviewing but finding the time in the past to read the answers to the questions that was asked in that freakin' quiz bee. For being such a Great Student Racquel! haha! Sorry but I still have the Onizuka syndrome..hehe
I won but missed something at the same time.. again, I haven't taken my comparative gov. exam.. I was supposed to get to school on time, but I forgot my project and needed to go back at home to fetch it.. tsk,tsk. I'll fail that subject.. don't worry, ready na ko, that'll not hurt too much.
wow. someone's really nice.. and talented!
well, i've requested a site layout for my planned GTO site from one talented web designer (I don't know him personally, I requested by e-mailing him.. his name's Wong WY, I think he's japanese or sumthin') and he replied so fast! And He made a layout for me for free.. we're actually communicating now on what should he put to the layout I've requested and he's not asking for anything except for a link back to his site! wow... di ko pa man xa nakikita, crush ko na sya!! hahaha!!
I'm sooo thankful to him kasi alam ko namang mahal magpagawa ng site? right?
see? the best things in life are really free..
oh by the way, tomorrow will be the quiz bowl finals. wish me luck!! (lots of it, really.)
I only got 52/80 on our NSTP finals. It's our last meeting. I liked my teacher on this subject-- si miss belinda trinidad. She's funny.. and considerate.
I still need to finish my comparative gov. project.. and oh look! I'm late for my humanities practice... so // bye!!
I'm sooo thankful to him kasi alam ko namang mahal magpagawa ng site? right?
see? the best things in life are really free..
oh by the way, tomorrow will be the quiz bowl finals. wish me luck!! (lots of it, really.)
I only got 52/80 on our NSTP finals. It's our last meeting. I liked my teacher on this subject-- si miss belinda trinidad. She's funny.. and considerate.
I still need to finish my comparative gov. project.. and oh look! I'm late for my humanities practice... so // bye!!
I'm turning Japanese!
I fell inlove with GTO before. Now... I'm falling much deeper.
We've just downloaded the live action version of GTO (yeah... not the manga version) and even if there has changes on it, it totally rocks!! I've just read that the final episode of the live action series was the most-watched televised event in Japan's history. Wow... I will not dare question why!!
Live Action Series version of Onizuka:
Manga Version of him:
uh-oh.. I think I'm late for my docped class... c yah!
We've just downloaded the live action version of GTO (yeah... not the manga version) and even if there has changes on it, it totally rocks!! I've just read that the final episode of the live action series was the most-watched televised event in Japan's history. Wow... I will not dare question why!!
Live Action Series version of Onizuka:
Manga Version of him:
uh-oh.. I think I'm late for my docped class... c yah!
finalist baby!
we've just made it to the finals in the Political Science Society Quiz Bowl!! weeee!
finals will be held on monday, march 7. well, I'm not expecting too much because our opponents will be all 4th year students! (yes, no 3rd year made it, and we're the only 2nd year who advanced to the finals...)
Paul, we made it! We'll make history, right? lolx.
I'm so cool now.. where's my cookie?!?! haha!!
finals will be held on monday, march 7. well, I'm not expecting too much because our opponents will be all 4th year students! (yes, no 3rd year made it, and we're the only 2nd year who advanced to the finals...)
Paul, we made it! We'll make history, right? lolx.
I'm so cool now.. where's my cookie?!?! haha!!
